My Mosaic

Hello my friends @Snowie @Wintersweet

hoping that your Saturdays were kind to you.

we went out this morning for a little bit, bunnings… much to D’s delight! And then the mall. Been on the couch most of the afternoon. Pretty cool storm has just rolled through, stood outside on the front patio and watched the clouds, pretty amazing.

will most likely call in to safe haven tomorrow. Didn’t feel like going out again today. Have thought about escalating things and putting in a complaint but I haven’t even heard anything regarding the last complaint I put it (about the frequent changes in pdocs). Would be to the same department. Not sure it would really get me anywhere, I need action now. Not in a few weeks when whoever finally gets the complaint and decides to write an apology letter.

I have 2 appointments at health this coming week and I’m really unsure about both of them. I really don’t feel like going to my final psych session so he can wrap things up…I’m really not in the mood for any lardy da this is what I got out of our sessions. I’m too angry for that stuff cause he too was dismissive of my current struggles. I shared a list of things with him that are going on and if anyone that knew me and/or took the time, they would know that self medicating is a big risk.

anyways, being in that place isn’t something I really wanna do at the moment

Well done on getting out and about @Bow

Hopefully the change in scenery helped a little.

Going tomorrow sounds like a good idea. Hopefully there is someone who you can talk too and will listen to everything you are going through.

Regarding the appointments, you need to do what feels right for you hon. If that means going or not, totally your choice.

Been very cold and wet here. Over 80mm in 48 hours. We are on flood watch.

@Bow

Watching the storm sounds like a good way to relax after a big morning out.

Fair enough about the complaint. If you do decide you want to write about it at some point let us know if we can help at all. Hoping that Safe Haven is helpful when you call in tomorrow and that you feel heard/supported.

I’m sorry your psych was so dismissive. I can understand why you wouldn’t want to go to your final appointment. If you decide not to go, do you have any way of communicating to him that you’re not coming because you aren’t coping so it’s harder for it to be misinterpreted? Maybe that’s my own tendency to see over explaining as a form of self protection kicking in though. Not wanting to be there at the moment makes a lot of sense.

@Snowie

That’s a lot of rain! Do you get put in flood watch often?

@Wintersweet we are rarely put on flood watch

Just a lot of rain in a short period of time

@Snowie

Hope the rain slows/stops and you can come off good watch soon!

That’s a lot of rain @Snowie we didn’t get much at all really. I love me a good storm and so does D, so we were both a little disappointed!

just had 3 little kittens sleeping and putting on my chest. They are all tucked up in bed with a full belly. Can now hear my cat snoring!

@Wintersweet

If I go to my psych appointment he will ask where I was last week and I will then let him know and then vent. I don’t care for his wrapping up session. Not important to me.

I don’t know. Sigh.

@Bow

I hope that if you do decide to go that you are able to vent and that your psych gives you space for that. 💛

It makes sense that the idea of wrapping things up would feel kind of insulting with everything going on, so I also get why you wouldn’t want to go (in addition to not wanting to be near that building at the moment).

Morning dear @Bow

Hope you are able to make it to safe haven today hon

Leaving some 💕💕for you

@Bow @Snowie

Sorry I’ve not been online. I’ve been trying to fight off a headache. 💛💛💛 for you both.

Hi @Bow

Just leaving some 💗💗 for you