My Mosaic

I have ongoing appointments booked until the end of the year @Bow so I’ll go next week and discuss less frequent visits. I’m not ready to cancel them all just yet.

Do you have much on for the rest of the week?

Sorry for the delay @Eve7 I decided to finally lodge a complaint with the HCC. Scary. Hope I did the right thing.

its good that you have those regular appointments. Does your pdoc provide more therapy type appointments?

Not too much on for the rest of the week. Pdoc tomorrow. Then catching up with a friend on Friday. Haven’t seen her since she went overseas in April. I decided to meet at a cafe…. I feel like it has a bit more of a time constraint around it that way.

ill have D home for the weekend too, so we are gonna go get new puffer jackets for our trip to tassie. I got a really good quality one for the UK winter, like down to my knees and really warm, a bit too warm though for tassie.
and i think with the perimenopause I’ve started experiencing my body thermostat is running on warm! Which i absolutely hate cause i like the cold and like being snuggly.

do you have weekend plans?

Well my pdoc appointment was canceled this morning @Eve7 called in sick apparently. Before that phone call I had text messages and a phone call from a random casual SW. I’ve met her once for a couple of minutes and wanted to know if I wanted to be picked up for my appointment. I’m not sure what kind of support she was going to be able to provide me given she knows nothing about me. Apparently my SW and my old SW are both off. I thought fan freakingtastic I was going to have to attend my pdoc appointment by myself. But then it was cancelled. I still went in and met my interim interim CM and became a blubbering mess in front of her. Lots of tears and snot. I vented about the whole SW situation.

gosh why does everything go wrong?? no idea when they will be now able to fit me in to see the new pdoc.

how’s your soup making going? Mums making something. She had bones in the slow cooker all yesterday and bows she’s chopping veggies.

@Snowie you doing ok??

Hi @Bow

Firstly, well done on getting to the appts. especially the one at the hospital. I know how hard that must have been for you to go through with it, especially with no support with you.

I get your anger and frustration at the whole SW/CM/Pdoc situation. You have every right to feel this way and feel annoyed at the whole process.

I hope this afternoon has been a little better.

Not really ok

I’m so sorry that has happened today @Bow 🩵

Im about to go out so will talk later.

Hey @Snowie im sorry you’re not doing ok. Anything i can do hon?

i spent the afternoon on the couch. Played a game on my iPad for way too long. Did a page in my art journal and then started a Lego set. Oh…. And continued our search for a pet sitter 😩

the casual SW from this morning sent me another text this afternoon…… ‘it is a request that you have your drink and eat a proper meal and look after yourself’. I know the intention is there, but sigh.

I thought you'd found a pet sitter @Bow or did that fall through?

What lego set did you start today?

What is for dinner tonight?

Yeah I know the SW means well. Just hard them not being your SW. Easy to say those things, hard to implement.

Spoke to psych today. Didn't go well. Duty of care crap.

Yeah we thought we had found someone too @Snowie she had given us her number to organise for her to come by and say hi- that was late Tuesday night. Messaged her late last night and she replied today- sorry, booked a different one.

started the Disney Main Street set. It’s got 30 bags!

we just had potato wedges with sour cream and sweet chili sauce and i ducked down to the IGA to get a chicken.
we are pretty sure that my sil works Thursday nights, so we have decided that we are gonna cook dinner and go round to my brothers to spend some time with him and the kids- just need to tell him that. We were gonna pop round tonight, but mums been on the phone trying to search for a sitter all afternoon and now just wants to relax. So will go next week.

it’s just how she said. Wonder if anyone will be around tomorrow….

I’m sorry things are hard. I’m glad that you can be honest yeah though? Did psych speak with hubby?

Thats a shame the pet sitter fell through @Bow

Sounds like you are having a hard time finding someone.

Thats a lot of bags for lego hon, but for you it will probably be easy. You are the lego master!

That sounds yummy for tea.

It would be good for you to see your brother without your sil being there. Makes things a little easier.

No she didn't ring H. I'm meant to message her when I've talked to H and messaged pdoc or she said she'd ring them both tomorrow. Haven't done it yet. Don't care anymore.

Giving you a big squishy but gentle hug @Snowie and gonna put the kettle on ok?