My Mosaic

I've never gotten into energy drinks @Bow but S loves them

I agree, aldi bring out things for a limited time and I get hooked on them and then they disappear. Really not fair.

It might be linked to your ed hon.

Watching big bang theory here.

My gp was absolutely livid when I told her about my SW.

im suppose to be inside sitting waiting for my hospital appointment but I am feeling so overwhelmed that I can’t get out of the car.
just need to suck it up yeah?

I hope you’re ok @Bow . Sending lots of support.

Thanks @Eve7

not really. It’s been a bad day.

dragged myself into hospital and went to check in in tears. Lady was nice and sat with me for a bit. Could have really used the support in my appointment cause was told I needed further surgery. And I had to have examination done by a male dr.

psychologist eventually called me back late this arvo. No appointment tomorrow. Nothing until next Thursday.

pdoc tomorrow. A new one again. And zero support with me.

the fu€king universe is totally against me. How much more is it gonna throw at me. I feel so broken.

im safe. What do i need? I don’t know. Support? Cause I got none out here. Alone

I’m so sorry @Bow that all really does suck.I wish I could say something helpful or at least sit with you other than at a distance. You really don’t deserve such lack of care.

You are a very precious person and deserve so much more.

Thanks @Eve7

how was your day?

Hey @Bow ,

I'm really sorry that today has been so hard.

Reading your post, I see someone who's been dealing with an enormous amount and is still showing up, attending appointments, and reaching out when things are tough.

I hope you can be gentle on yourself tonight - perhaps you may do something distracting or even relaxing. I also hope that tomorrow's appointment also brings you some more clarity and support.

Thinking of you lovely💓

~ @Honeymoon

I’ve had a mostly nothing day @Bow ..apart from making potato and leek soup and picking up some scripts I’ve done nothing.

I cancelled my pdoc tomorrow as I can’t think of anything to talk about. I think I need to put my big girl pants on and not rely on pdoc so much.

Thanks @Honeymoon

it’s mentally and emotionally really draining. Can’t believe I rocked up to that appointment today a blubbering mess. And had to fight to hold back the tears with my gp.

im curled up on the couch with my cat next to me. I said it last night and it didn’t really happen but maybe tonight I’ll manage to get to bed at a decent time.

I’ll try and hope…. But it’s hard to feel any hope about my appointment being helpful tomorrow.

thank you again

Nothing days are good @Eve7 and soup is yummy

can you book back in with your pdoc soonish if you need to?