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My Mosaic

BowSenior Contributor

My Mosaic

My Mosaic

I like mosaic art, I’ve never actually done any, but it intrigued me. Made up of hundreds of tiny pieces of stone, glass and ceramic. If you look at it close up it doesn’t really look like anything special, if anything it looks like a mess. But if you take a step back and view the whole picture- it’s a master piece. I guess it’s kind of like life. So many tiny parts, some messy if we look just at the one part. Some day i guess I’d hope that the mess of my life will at some point look half decent.

So here is part of my mosaic, bits and pieces kept tidy together 🙂

tagging you @Emelia8 cause you asked 🙂

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BowSenior Contributor

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So much dread going into another week. This is not living. It’s a horrible existence

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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@Bow 💕💕

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BowSenior Contributor

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What was for dinner tonight @Snowie ? I had toast.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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We had chicken enchiladas @Bow Pre made so all I had to do was put them in the oven!

Toast is fine, that was last nights dinner

How is your week looking? Much on?

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BowSenior Contributor

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That sounds yummy @Snowie

this week…. Groceries tomorrow, maybe my SW will come by she usually does on mondays but who knows really. Urgh makes me feel sick. Tuesday pdoc appointment with a new pdoc. Thursday psychologist. That’s it so far.

my Temu order arrived yesterday so I have all the stuff to give D a bit of a bedroom makeover. Been trying to decide whether or not to get her a loft bed with a desk underneath. She really wants one. It would give her some extra space, but not sure if it would be too much in her room. It’s pretty small- which doesn’t make sense! But yeah.

what about you? Busy week?

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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You've got a busy week @Bow especially with a new pdoc. Anything new can be scary.

Have to take mum up the street tomorrow, pdoc Tues, dentist Wed, H having knee op Thurs, mum dentist Fri. So yeah, busy. Will be glad when it's all over.

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BowSenior Contributor

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I’m sorry

im just really not ok

with everything that is going on

feel like I’m always on the verge of a panic attack and tears

can feel my heart in my chest

palpitations too

im tired

don’t know what I need

it just feels awfully alone

and I feel stupid

probably just go to sleep

I’m sorry

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tymeModerator

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Sorry to hear you are stuck in this place. @Bow

I hear your hurt and your pain.

I hope you find a way through this. You deserve the best.

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SnowieSenior Contributor

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Hi @Bow

Hope you got to do the groceries done.

Leaving some 💗💗

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BowSenior Contributor

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Hi @Snowie

yeah got groceries done, picked up my meds and was told this week is the last lot of my stimulant meds… cause no one has been able to write a script for them 😩 pdoc tomorrow can’t do it either. So already extremely low… be interesting to see the results of not having these meds.

SW and new SW came to visit.

then went downstairs and hid.

how r u? How was your day?

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