My Mosaic

There is so much wrong with our MH system.

It does sound like you did everything you could @Bow

Makes it really hard when they don't follow through on what they said they would do.

@Bow 💕🫂

I am looking forward to crawling into my own bed @Snowie im so tired

There's nothing like your own bed @Bow

I hope you get some sleep tonight

I’m so sorry @Bow and it started off so well. All I can say is you made a massive effort to get support and should be proud of yourself.

Is there any way you can afford private health?

Sending lots of love ❤️

Private health really isn’t an option for me @Eve7 unfortunately

I’ll just have to keep pushing for outpatient ECT with the community team otherwise I just have to deal with it. Put up with feeling crap.

Oh gosh @Bow you are home?

Oh the dismay, disappointment, and frustration would be so real.

You are not a failure. You did everything you could, you followed the guidance and direction of your support team, and it sounds like the experience just became not worth it for all the distress you were encountering. I'm glad to hear you're making a complaint hun, you deserve to feel heard, and it is a mark of great bravery and strength to be willing to advocate for yourself.

Sending hugs (づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ💜

Yeah I’m home @Jynx tucked up in my own comfy bed.

yeah all the distress and lack of basic decency,zero follow through with dietary support and straight out refusal to give me leave- I was voluntary?! was all too much. No one batted an eyelid though when i said I was leaving. 🤷🏼‍♀️

Sobbing in bed. Have let so many people down

@Bow sounds to me like you were protecting yourself. That's not letting anyone down, that's putting yourself first. I think the fact you tried is always worth something too! Plus, it doesn't mean you can't try again or seek outpatient treatment.

Let the tears flow as needed hun, you deserve a big cathartic cry! 💜