My Mosaic

No need to be sorry @Bow

I hope you get a good nights sleep 💕

Morning dear @Snowie how r u today? Hope you got a decent nights sleep.

i was up so many times needing a drink! So thirsty at the moment. It’s frustrating.

seen my CM this morning. She basically said I need to talk to mum myself, which to be honest I should have expected from her. I did remember though, that mum usually asks me how my appointment went, so I took that as the opportunity to bring up the topic and I said to mum, well we talked about me going into hospital again. I asked mum if she was ok with that and she said yes and then we looked at the calendar. Sigh. So it’s done.
cause I have to go in via the ed I asked my CM what I say when I get there, so that was helpful.

my SW is away today again so can only assume what has happened. They are really short staffed today, so I think I will just message my old SW later and ask if I could pop in tomorrow and see her.

I’ve scraped all the paint off the rest of the coffee table now so going to drag it all out onto the front porch and sand it back. Then I can paint some more!

Hi @Bow

So glad that you were able to talk to your mum about the admission and could work out when it will happen. Proud of you hon 💗

Hopefully with going in via the ED they can make it a quick and easy process for you.

Not good news about your SW, would be good if you could see your old SW though.

I hope you were able to do some of the coffee table today. Are you going to paint it different colours or just the one colour?

Today's been quite hard. Had gp early this morning. She asked lots of questions which I sort of answered. Been trying to keep my mind occupied. Put dinner in the slow cooker so at least the house smells nice!

How has the rest of your day gone?

My heads been real nasty and mean @Snowie shouldn’t probably be here I’m sorry

tears

Thats no good @Bow

Are you able to have some 'me' time

Here with you hon 💕

Thanks @Snowie

just on the couch watching tv trying to focus and be present but my thoughts are so loud this arvo.

i did some painting. Started on the fronts of the drawers on the coffee table

My SW is going to be away all week

Sorry about your thoughts @Bow

It's hard when they are so loud

Just moment by moment hon

Well done on getting some painting done hon. You've accomplished something today.

Not good news about your SW but I guess she has to be with family.

Are you able to see your old SW or will they send a random? Even if it's only a few times. Better than nothing.

Yeah I think I can go see my old SW tomorrow @Snowie just don’t wanna get in the way

im sorry I’m not much company

I'm sure you won't be in the way @Bow

They know that your normal SW is away so needing some extra support.

Bad bad day

reality of pending admission is kicking in

so many thoughts feelings

This isn’t gonna help

nothung is gonna change

just wasting everyone’s time

and being a burden to everyone

dont need it

pointless

say no

disappear instead