My Mosaic

That sounds nice @Snowie

meet the teacher went alright. She seems nice.

maybe… I’ll see what happens tomorrow I guess.

Im sorry…. How’s your day been?

I'm glad meeting the teacher went well @Bow

After whats been happening, you should be proud of yourself for going.

I do hope she contacts you tomorrow.

Do you have anything on tomorrow?

My day ok. Went to hairdressers this morning. My normal one is on maternity leave. This new one knew how to talk. Didn't stop, couldn't get a word in, not that I wanted too anyway.

Came away exhausted but at least the grey has gone!

Got a text from her 3 minutes before she finished @Snowie i nearly cried. … among other things she said she wanted to let me relax and recharge after a stressful day yesterday. WTF?
im so confused. I think I’ve just fu€ked everything up. I can’t do anything right. I’m angry. I’m annoyed. Like she is the first person to contactme tonight since all that shit happened yesterday. Oh that’s right, I always expect too much. It would have been nice if someone… anyone… just called or texted to see if I was ok. But no. Not her. Not anyone from comm mh. Is that too much to ask? It is isn’t.

im not sure how im suppose to ‘relax and recharge’ after what happened. It has been playing over and over in my head ever since.

im just a pathetic piece of garbage, people are sick of me, people are sick of me wasting time and resources and they all just wanna wipe their hands of me and give up. I’ll just do them all a favor and do it for them.

There have been times where I've wanted someone to reach out to me and it hasn't happened.

It's a really difficult situation to be in. It can make you feel abandoned even, like no one cares.

I don't think it's too much to ask hon. I would have wanted someone to reach out for me too.

Honestly, I don't think your SW has given up on you. I really do think she cares.

I can understand you feeling this way but please know you are worth fighting for, even if it feels like there is no hope left.

im just a pathetic piece of garbage, people are sick of me, people are sick of me wasting time and resources and they all just wanna wipe their hands of me and give up. I’ll just do them all a favor and do it for them.

Hey @Bow just been catching up on everything, haven't read back yet but wanted to see if you're okay? Here for you 💜

No @Jynx far from it

Anything that we or the community can do to support you this evening @Bow? Are you feeling unsafe at the moment?

(づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

I don’t know

edging that way

@Jynx

@Bow that's really concerning hun, and I don't want you to be struggling through this alone. If you're not really sure that we can do anything to support you here, it might be that you're in need of some crisis support. How do you feel about reaching out to a crisis line or like, Lifeline webchat or SCBS?

I want to be here for you hun (and I don't plan on going anywhere!) but as you know, we're limited in the kind of support we can provide in this space.

It doesn’t matter @Jynx honestly everyone else has given up on

im sorry don’t worry about me