My Mosaic

Stupid eyes dripping… but that’s all it is drips

sadness inside

anger inside

hopelessness inside

fear inside

exhaustion inside

forbidden its hard tonight

Hey @Bow - I'm getting the Forbidden error too, I understand how frustrating it is, and would be doubly painful if you're already having a rough time. I have found that if you wait for 3-5 minutes it usually disappears and you can jump right back in.

Hugs (づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

What are you up to this evening, are you able to do something to distract or soothe? 💜

Gonna just go sleep @Jynx for the best me thinks

goodnight @Snowie

No worries @Bow hope you get some rest.

(づ ᴗ _ᴗ)づ♡

(Hugs for you too @Snowie!)

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@Bow wrote:

I will most definitely have a chat with my SW and/or my CM about it @Jynx they will be able to help me out with it. Just all happening at a very vulnerable time for me.

yep… well….. when I mix up my concoction of paints I always make sure that I make plenty for another coat at least. With this one…. I had a tub of green and a tube of a colour that was very close to what I wanted it. Mixed them together and added 2 different tubes of blue and mixed it well. Did a coat and decided that it was too green, so added a heap of navy blue and a bit of white. Think I like that and will give another coat today.

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Just wanted to know how things are going w your supports @Bow? And any progress updates on your pretty pretty painting project? 😋

@Jynx No real update regarding my supports. I sent a whole heap of stuff to my SW at some stupid hour overnight which I now regret 😩 I wasn’t ok. I see my CM tomorrow morning, will ask if there is any update on a psychologist.
I seen my gp on Monday too, she’s frustrated with the constant waiting with the public system. Told her about possible ECT mostly done as an outpatient. Think she was genuinely concerned…. Hmm she always is, but she was really encouraging me to take myself to the hospital, I could wait there for ECT and a psychologist.

sorry got not much positive news. Fridays gonna be hard. I don’t wanna do it. I’d like to sleep through it.

my painting is done. Just need to soap the drawers and move it upstairs. I’ll take a photo then. I like how it turned out. I wanna start on the next one now.

how are you? Are your shifts all changing again?

Hi @Jynx good to see you on here

Morning @Bow

Sounds like last night was really difficult again.

I hope you can give yourself time today hon

Leaving lots of 💕

This is her… hmm why’s is furniture her?

 @Snowie @Jynx @AlwaysMyself @tyme @AuntGlow

Hey @Snowie yeah very little sleep and up and making sure house is good for inspection. She’s been and gone now. Can relax

how r u?

That tv unit is beautiful @Bow I love the gold on the drawers and side. Is it done with a stencil or just free hand? Love the green colour too.

If you sold these, I'd buy one from you.

Glad the inspection is over for you too. At least one thing you can put behind you.

Did you hear from your SW at all?

Thanks for asking but i'll skip that question. Not sure I want to open the floodgates.