My Mosaic

Yeah I guess that’s possible @Jynx I won’t see her again now until my pdoc appointment next Wednesday and then the day before the following week. Really waiting for my SW to get back. I know that she knows.
shouldn’t have to go through this every year Jynx shouldn’t have to deal with this like this. Why’s it gotta be so blinking hard why’s it gotta affect me like this every year why’s it so hard why me??? Why did he chose me?? Why couldn’t I be left alone on that park bench to catch my breath and calm down that’s all I wanted that’s all I needed to do my stupid head just needed some air why why

@Bow do me a favour hun? Take some time to focus on your breath? Your spiky mat handy? Got some lavender to spritz about?

If you feel like you are spiralling, maybe it's time to reach out to your supports? I just want you to feel less alone, and there's only so much I can offer in this space 💜

Sorry @Jynx that all just came out

had an icy cold drink and took my meds. Think I’ll go crawl into bed shortly, need to feel safe and secure.
thank you for caring

Hi dear @Bow

Sorry I've been not around much the last few days.

Hoping today is going ok for you hon

Sending love 💗💗

Hi @Snowie no apology needed. I hope you are all safe? You guys are near fires yeah?

I’ve had a really bad day. not ok

but it doesn’t matter

Sending lots of love @Bow ❤️

Yeah near fires @Bow Lots of smoke and some ash last night.

Better today, risk has decreased.

Sorry it's been a bad day hon. Here if you need to talk/chat/sit/unload

Thanks @Eve7 @Snowie

I won’t say anything I’d probably get in trouble and don’t wanna concern anyone

I’ll just sit

thanks

Thats ok @Bow

I went to a book sale with D today. It was only for 2 hours and every book was $2. Got so many books. Some were really old. I came across an Alice in Wonderland book. Guess who I thought of straight away? YOU!! Wish I'd got it or taken a photo of it for you.

Sometimes it hurts so bad that I really want to make it stop. I’m trying really hard to hard to be safe right now, but it’s hard cause I know it’s gonna keep hurting.