My Mosaic

Heya @Bow ,

What's happening on your side? What would be helpful at this moment?

Hey @Snowie @Eve7 , great to see you too.

Not ok @tyme things are bad depression getting worse and very alone

i don’t know what I need or what would be helpful

thanks @Snowie

don’t wanna be a burden

That sounds so hard. Have you ever had ECT before? @Bow

I can't remember.

You're never a burden @Bow 💗💗💗

Yeah twice @tyme 15 or so yrs ago and then a couple of years ago. It helped but it’s difficult to go inpatient for so long

Do you have to stay inpatient for a long time @Bow ?

What about tms?

Feel like it @Snowie

@tyme your looking at least 4-5 weeks. Usually 3 treatments a week. Anywhere between 10-15 treatments? Plus all the work up they do prior.

@Bow I know how hard it is to do ECT as an inpatient. It is really difficult. Trying to organise everything else around it.

Yeah @Snowie and my mum doesn’t drive. So I screw everything up for everyone when I end up in hospital

I know the feeling hon @Bow

It makes me feel guilty.

Even now just doing ECT once per month still makes me feel guilty for H.