My Mosaic

@Emelia8 Yes, I've booked her in to go back to our gp on Monday. Will see what she says, we seen the first available on a Sunday afternoon who put her on the preventative, not our usual doctor. I also need to get an asthma plan done for school.

Thank you @Bow I appreciate your kindness very much x

@Bow , sending you tender hugs my friend xxx

It is hard to have to be strong all the time for everyone else ❤❤❤❤❤❤

im sorry im jumping around tonight, i dont know where i feel safe to talk. i have alot of questions tonight, noone can really answer them, only time will tell, but by then its too late.

Sitting with you my friend xxx @Bow and you can talk here xxxxc

With you as well @Bow .

Appreciate it @Jynx @Shaz51 i don't want to burden either of you and don't want to trigger others or get into trouble tonight.

Very fair @Bow , do what feels safest for you. It is no burden at all to be here with you

Same here @Bow , as @Jynx said and am happy sitting with you

Feel such a deep brokenness inside tonight. What happened recently. Part of me died. That won't ever come back. Feel shattered. People don't understand the pain. Only those that have walked this cruel road.
I don't know how to connect with what is inside me. What I have chosen to keep. Will I ever? What if it's a mistake?
I want to sh tonight. I want to feel the pain that I feel inside. The crushing.

im sorry