My Mosaic

i dont have much energy to jump around individual threads today, Ive not long got out of bed- a late lay in for me, i had a rough night, some nights my meds knock me out quickly, other nights i dont feel anything and that was last night. and then my daughter woke me up at 5:30 and cough for ages.

but want to say hi @Emelia8 @Snowie @Shaz51 @Anastasia @outlander @WIP @Eve7 and hope that you all have an ok day and you find some small things to be encouraged by, that you can smile and be gentle with yourselves.

Thank you @Bow

I hope you find some light in your day. Sorry you had a rough night. I hope your daughter is ok? Go easy today hun xox

Hi all 👋

Thank you @Bow , thats really sweet of you to think of us all. And dont let it worry you that you dont have the energy to go around individual threads today. I notice that you usually do most mornings, but its quite okay to let us come to you today. So a hi to you too Bow, and thank you.

Sorry the meds you're on seem a l bit hit and miss when it comes to sleeping. Really hope your little girl's cough is not a precursor to something worse. Littlies pick up everything going around when they're at school. You have a big day tomorrow, so I hope she can shake the cough soon and she doesn't get any worse.

I dont have much happening today, a quiet day expected (I hope). Hmmm ... I will look for some of those small things you spoke of, to offer encouragement and to bring smile. I hope you can too.

Love and hugs to you.

Emelia 💕🤗

Morning @Bow

So sweet of you to think of us all this morning. Sorry you had a rough night, I understand how sleep meds can be hit and miss - it's very frustrating!
I hope there's a bit of happiness in your day too & that your little one doesn't develop too bad a cough.

x

Thank you @Emelia8 @Anastasia

My daughter has terrible allergies and asthma? Shea been on a preventative puffer for a couple of weeks now and not sure it's made much difference. She's had a horrible couple of months with them both, wakes most mornings snotty and coughing. She has missed a week of school in total already and most days I expect a call to come get her, but thankfully it hasn't happened yet. It's frustrating and I hate having to dose her up on antihistamine just so she can go to school.

enjoy you hopefully quiet day. D wants a picnic somewhere so I'm going to go shower to hopefully wake me up and feel better about myself.
love to you both

@Anastasia hope you are ok lovely? And your boy? 🤗

Good morning @Bow

Wishing you a good day with D and hope there is some good moments in there.

Lots of love and hugs 💜💜

Thank you @Bow

I think so? Too soon to tell what the day will bring. Went to bed last night wishing for a different life, woke up from a horrible dream, a message maybe, don't know...Feel like a massive change is needed but just no strength to do anything and no idea what to do. Trying so hard just to accept what is and tell myself to be happy and grateful but really having to dig extra deep at the moment. Not sure what to do. So sorry for rant. Hugs Bow, think I'll get up and face the day 💕🌸

Sorry to hear that your daughter suffers from numerous allergies @Bow . Asthma, if thats what she has, can be really dangerous and is not to be underestimated in its severity. If you do not think the preventer or the antihistamines are helping much, then it may be appropriate to have her assessed by a specialist. Has her GP suggested this I wonder?

@Anastasia ... you sound really 'down' this morning. Sorry to hear of the horrible dream, and the desire for a different life. Its pretty awful knowing we need to change something in our life, but not having any idea where to actually start, or even if a change for the better is even possible. You have so much happening in your life right now ... personal, health, work, family ... and it would be very understandable that you may be feeling somewhat overwhelmed and trapped by it all. Perhaps you can start making some notes about things you would like to discuss with your psychologist when you next see them?

Emelia 💞🤗

Yes @Emelia8

As luck had it they never called me back so will go on the 30th, I do need to. Crying now after bf decided to ark up when I told him I didn't want to make his decisions for him to and could he please NOT be indecisive, it annoys me!

Hugs @Bow

@Anastasia Giving you a big ok squishy hug. So many things that you are thinking... feeling... are exactly what I am experiencing too. Going to bed wanting a different life, needing change but not sure what or how, accepting what is and being happy and grateful for what I've got. It's really not a nice place to be sitting in. Have no answers sorry, and I think some times all we can do is just take each day as it comes and try our best with what we have. I think you do amazing with what you have been given @Anastasia I hope you know that and that you find some kindness for yourself today x