My Mosaic

once upon a time trauma manifested itself as a tummy ache, the simplicity of that is what i miss. a warm hug, a hot chocolate use to soothe it. now, trauma shows itself as a ragging storm, fighting sh and si. disconnected from the world im currently in, longing for just a simple tummy ache.

@Bow here with you sweetheart 💕💕

Today is hard 😔

Sorry it is a hard day hon @Bow

Can you do something nice for yourself, perhaps even a cuppa.

Sitting with you @Bow and here to listen 👂👀 or to comfort with a cuppa or a hug if you need one. ☕ 💝

I'm happy to hear that your bloods were okay yesterday. 👍

Much love 😊💗

Emelia

Thank you @Emelia8 id really like someone to sit with, not been a very good afternoon, done things I'm not proud of and feeling like things are slipping quickly. I look at my D and I feel really sad, the mess that I've created around her. Just want her happy and healthy and I don't know if I can provide her that. I feel a failure on so many levels.

Awww @Bow I'm so sorry its not been a good day for you.

As for your daughter ... if YOU are happy and healthy, then so too will she be. So please Bow ... do all you possibly can to maintain both physical and emotional health. Its so very important, and even more so now.

Forgive yourself for doing things you dont feel proud of today. Thats over and done with now, and cannot be changed.

But you can make better choices in future, and its up to you to do your best to accomplish that.

I have to go now and get dinner happening. Can I ask how you are going in your attempts to eat something at least twice a day?

Catch you later, but you are on my mind, even if I am not online.

Emelia 💝

Sitting with you my friend xxx @Bow