My Mosaic

I'm sorry @Bow 😔💝

But I expect we all do stupid things occasionally. I know I have 😞

So pick yourself up and seek some help if you need it from whatever took place last night.

Now put some safeguards in place to try to prevent a repeat performance and move on from it.

Whats done is done, and cannot be changed. But you can change what happens in future. You are in charge of your destiny @Bow ♥

I really hope you are okay.

Emelia

Today is a new day and wishing you a slightly better one @Bow

@Bow hope today is a little better for you 💌

My CM called me last night. We chatted briefly, but she told me I had priorities bloods today. Then my gp called me early this morning asking if I did my bloods yesterday. She wasn’t very happy that I didn’t do them. I didn’t have a Telehealth booked with her so I wasn’t expecting her to remember that I was due to have them done. Obviously I was wrong.
I still didn’t do them today.

My SW is back in tomorrow- she been off the last 2 days. I see my psych tomorrow morning.
I feel real crummy this afternoon. I’m tired of all of this. Laying on my bedroom floor. Screams in my head to just give in. Do it.

@Bow.. I’m really sorry, I just don’t know what to say. But please know I am listening to you.

Those voices can be so loud but you are stronger than them. You have got this. What can you do tonight to soften those screams

Hi there @Bow 🙂

I am sorry to hear that you have been feeling crummy. How can we support you tonight? Sitting with you 💜

Here for you as well @Bow

I can imagine having so many appts and boxes to tick can be very frustrating, even if it's beneficial. Can be rough to simultaneously feel resistance to ticking the box, as well as feeling like your supports are disappointed in you.

I'm sorry the screams are so loud. Maybe if you scream into a pillow, you'll be louder than them, and can get some of it out.

Sending some hugs 💜

Thanks @Jynx @lavenderhaze @Captain24

It’s a shitty sucky day. When ya just wanna be left to d… let ya body st.. but there are too many people involved. Sometimes I think about running away. Just up and leave. Go somewhere where no one will find me. Then I could go

Makes sense to feel like running away @Bow. Literally survival instinct in action. Don't suppose you've got any trips planned that could help you fulfill that sense of reprieve from your day-to-day?

Hard to plan for things like that when you don’t believe you’ll be around for it