My Mosaic

trying to stay distracted @Emelia8 i wanted to watch that show

@Emelia8 do you have plans tomorrow?

No apts tomorrow @Bow 🎉

But I want to get into town for a quick grocery shop ... running out of eggs, fresh fruit, veges, salad ingredients and cold meats. No other plans. How about you?

need to go have my bloods done in the morning, thats about it @Emelia8

Remember @Bow when we are weak, He is strong. It’s His strength that carries us through our darkest days.

When my h was sick I used to listen to the Newsboys sing “Strong Tower”. That song carried me through my worst days.

Lots of love

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thank you @Eve7 im really not in such a great place with God. i am so very angry. how could this happen? I know he doesnt plan evil, but he sure can stop it. why not stop it? at least stop me from getting.... what has happened as a result of it. i cant even say it. could he not see how broken i already was, just shatter me some more. and then to have the only real option taken away from me because its not the right thing to do.

im sorry, not taking it out on you. i am so angry and upset tonight. i feel alone.

No need to apologise @Bow and it's ok to be angry especially when you have been violated in such a way.

Sitting here with you sweetie with loving hugs and a cuppa xox

maybe a cuppa would be a good idea @Eve7

It has really made me question so many things. Things that I held such a firm belief in, now I am not sure. Is there really an unforgivable sin? Does it even matter? Does anything matter anymore?

I'm going to log off, not in a safe place tonight.

thank you @Eve7 @Emelia8 and @outlander @Anastasia