My Mosaic

Has something happened @Bow ?

I note that the site's new notifications are still not working properly ... some come thru quickly, others with up to an hour delay, and others not at all. Getting confusing.

Emelia

Yes @Emelia8 im devastated confused. Just had a much needed nap.

I'm listening @Bow 👂👀💝

Sitting with you @Bow

Rosie93

im unsure i can discuss it here or even mention it perhaps not the place. maybe i shouldnt of said anything. my head is a mess though and i dont know how to process this. life feels so cruel.

thank for you sitting with me though

Im sorry its so complicated @Bow and also that there is uncertainty on whether you can even discuss it here.

Always remember that, even if you cannot talk specifics, you are permitted to discuss your feelings around the matter. And how it affects you.

Anyhow, I am happy to sit quietly with you.

Emelia 💝

I often wish... hope... pray... that things are different when I wake up. Woke from my nap this afternoon, which I really needed today, to the cruel reality of my current situation. Something that I didn't ask for. Someone else's cruel and brutal choice that I am now to deal with. I am confused and at the same time devastated. I feel numb yet so emotionally broken.

I'm hearing you @Bow 😔💝 and I think I understand.

I'm wondering if you feel up to attending the Sane Topic Tuesday discussion about Trauma tonight? I was hoping to be there, but am just feeling a bit unsure given my already fragile state. I will see how I feel at the time, and may only stay a while. But you can always go back and read the thread afterwards, which I will probably do.

Emelia 🌸

Thank you @Emelia8

id like to attend it, but like you, I don't think it's the right choice at the moment, don't think I am currently in safe place to be there. I will see how I am feeling later tonight.

I feel so incredibly alone in this @Emelia8 I hadn't told any family or friends and now can't imagine having the conversation with this added complication.

Oh no @Bow ... if I am understanding any of this ... oh dear. Honestly Bow ... you need to talk to your GP, get confirmation. You need to talk about it I think. You have to talk about your options, talk about how you will cope and even IF you can cope with the new situation. 💔 My deepest apologies if I am thinking along the wrong lines.