The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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My perpetrator got release from jail yesterday.
I tried to suicide following the news.
I can't deal with him being in the streets. I don't want him to find me.
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NatureLoverSenior Contributor
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@The-red-centaur wrote:
It's good here and it's helping. I'm slowly getting back on track and trying really hard.
Really glad to hear this 🙂
@The-red-centaur wrote:
Though..this morning I'm really triggered and anxious. Idk how to go to staff about it.
I have my victims of crime compensation hearing with the commissioner this morning. I'm so anxious and triggered. Thinking of all the ways my life was ruined by the 'assault' and stuff. It makes me wanna die.... but I'm safe and will be safe...it's just trying thoughts.
This sounds like a very stressful event...no wonder you are feeling triggered. Sitting with you as you go through this, and wishing strength and all you need for it... 
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jem80Senior Contributor
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@The-red-centaur
Sitting with you and supporting you through this time.
Hearings can be anxious provoking and I wish you all the best for the hearing.
sending you hugs 🤗 take care and stay safe.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@jem80 @NatureLover thankyou.
The commissioner hearing went well. She said she approved my compensation. I'll find out in 6-12 weeks how much I'll be receiving. Though for me it's not about the money, more an acknowledgement I guess. I'm glad it's over. I want to put the sexual assault behind me.
The commissioner hearing went well. She said she approved my compensation. I'll find out in 6-12 weeks how much I'll be receiving. Though for me it's not about the money, more an acknowledgement I guess. I'm glad it's over. I want to put the sexual assault behind me.
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NatureLoverSenior Contributor
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Well done @The-red-centaur for getting through it 🙂
I'm glad you will be receiving compensation, but more importantly, the closure I hope.
Thanks for letting us know 🙂
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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I'm not sure if I can be safe tonight. Staff don't seem to care. I'm so close to hurting myself.
I'm off home tomorrow so it really doesn't matter if I get kicked out it not.
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BlueBaySenior Contributor
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Pls stay safe @The-red-centaur
is there someone there that you can talk to
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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@BlueBay nope.
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Unknown userMember
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Hey @The-red-centaur,
I can see that tonight is really difficult for you. I'm sending an email your way to check-in so keep an eye out.
Warmest,
Basil.
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jem80Senior Contributor
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@The-red-centaur
Please feel free to call lifeline on 131114 if you need someone to talk to or talk to staff if you are in hospital.
Stay safe
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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Hmmmm
