The safe room- somewhere to just come and sit.... offload... feel supported

Keep holding on @WIP because you are a beauiful, precious woman xox

I'm barely holding on @Eve7 I'm a deeply depressed, lonely and a shadow of the woman I once was.

I can barely recognise myself any more.💞💖💞

oh sweetheart @WIP I am so sorry you feel like that about yourself. That is really tough when to feel that way.

Believe me, I'm only hanging on by a thread a lot of the time and it's a fine line between fake and real. I am here for you and we are in this horror journey together hoping that sometime we'll see light around the bend. There will be some good moments and eventually they will outweigh these bad ones.

I've just been sitting in the sun trying to cover my sh scars and if I'm asked I'll say it's sunburn. Why don't you buy that Advent calendar today and have some prn chocolate, then a big hug for Levi.

I'll try and check in post op xxx

Thanks so much @Eve7

All the best for your op.

I don't think I'll get out today to get the calendar. I haven't showered yet - not up to it! That's how pathetic I am.

Oh @Eve7

I'm in so much pain and have been for so long. I don't want to keep going with these thoughts in my head. I don't like myself, have no one around me that likes me, I see no future, I'm in the same spot as I was 12 months ago. If this is life, I don't want it. I have no confidence, no purpose, no support team irl, no one who actually call me and ask 'how are you going' - that's how lonely I am.

Its too hard..

@WIP realising it is super hard for you at the moment.

Coming to sit beside you.

I can't do it anymore @Snowie

This silent disease is beating me.

I dont know what to do.
I can't think positively, my mind defaults to the negative and it's been that way for so long, I no long have hope. And without hope, you've got nothing.....I am nothing

Hi @WIP ,

I can hear you're really struggling at the moment. I want to encourage you to talk to someone. Sometimes talking about it, feeling heard and present might help.

Please keep reaching out and also reach out to crisis supports.

We are here to support you, here for you and sitting with you.

SRae

You are stronger then you think @WIP

Your strength comes through in your writing, powerful words, amazing courage.

Are you safe?

Stay with me here @WIP

Hi @Former-Member

I did reach out to a crisis support centre, granted 40 minutes of time. All I got out of the session was 'gee, you have been through a lot and still struggling with a lot', 'do you think it has helped talking today'.

No, it didn't help. It was just another reinforcement how difficult my life is and has been for such a long time. Everybody has their threshold - I'm getting bloody close to mine.

Nothing helps any more.

im sorry!