Oh no ... I am so sorry to hear that @Anastasia
I had really hoped your Boy may have settled somewhat as the days went along.
I guess you have been on the phone to him quite a bit.
How about his support worker .. have you been able to talk to him about just how your Boy is doing?
You mentioned that you had a friend who lived not too far away ... someone who may be able to call in and check on your Boy in your absence. Although I think she may have been going away for part of your absence. Maybe she is back now and could check in with him, and let you know a clearer picture. Is your other son working shift work?
I would love to just give you a call and reassure you that everything will be okay. Or to give you a big comforting hug. I am here for you though ... so please let me know if there is anything at all I can do.
You are in an awful situation right now ... and I can understand the dilemma you find yourself in. I am so so sorry you have not been able to fully enjoy this time away with your bf and parents. Have you told them about your Boy, and have they had any suggestions? I hope they are all supporting you in whatever way you need right now.
Emelia 🤗💞💜