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Changing meds

WIPSenior Contributor

Changing meds

Hi. I battled MDD & acute anxiety nearly all of my adult life. I've been on numerous different SSRIs, SRNIs, antipsychotics, tried rTMS & ECT. Am addicted to a benzo for my anxiety.

I am in the process of swapping out from a SRNI to a MAOI and the wash out period is hell. I really don't think I'm going to make it. This is the darkest place I have ever been.
I have no family support, honestly no friends, not able to work & are completely isolated.

i don't feel my medical team actually care much anymore, they are overwhelmed by new clients because of covid.

i hardly sleep, but the last thing in my mind before I do, is how much I want to die. It's the first thought of the day when I wake up.

what if this new medication doesn't work either??

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Unknown userMember

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It's really crappy

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WIPSenior Contributor

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Yeah, I feel completely empty and lost tonight.

@Former-Member

I had a truely scary morning, coming very close to doing something I didn't think I would actually be capable of - it has always just been a thought. But, there's been a shift this week and I'm know sure it's because my Mum just can't support me anymore. She doesn't know what to do, so doing nothing is what she's chosen.
I am completly alone and so t know what to do.

As you said it's crappy.

I can't live like this. It's too hard. And it's been going on at this crisis point for too long - many, many months, into years.

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Unknown userMember

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Sorry to hear @WIP Me too. Here together

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Unknown userMember

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Sorry. It the same :pile_of_poo: here @WIP here for you though

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WIPSenior Contributor

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Thanks @Former-Member

I'm here for you too

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Eve7Senior Contributor

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Hugs to you both @WIP @Former-Member

💙🤗🤗💙

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Unknown userMember

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Still here. @WIP @Eve7 💞

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Eve7Senior Contributor

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Yes I’m back @Former-Member @WIP

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Unknown userMember

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Hope your day was good and your wrist isn't hurting @Eve7 ❤️

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Eve7Senior Contributor

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Thanks @Former-Member bit sore now but it’s ok.

How are you?

💜

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