Changing meds

I'm so sorry you had a fight with your Mum @WIP , sitting with you sweetheart 😔👂🙏💞

Oh my goodness @Anastasia

Those song words have bought me to tears, so close to home.

You are so very, very thoughtful and I treasure you immensely. I so wish we knew each other in real life.

Thank you beautiful lady......I love you so much

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I felt them too @WIP , I had a cry listening to them with you in my thoughts. Please hold on to hose words cause I mean every word they said @WIP

I love you too hunny and yes in a parallel Universe we are together 🙏🤗

Thank you @Anastasia

she's just trying to help, but I get upset with her - she's no spring chicken and I guess my expectations are too high.

honestly, I'm jealous she went and visited my sister and nephew &'niece. I just wasn't well enough to go also as we'd planned.. I wish I was.

My life is full of disappointments.
Mum does her best, but I test her patience and it's not fair of me to do so at her age. I feel so guilty.

she was so relaxed and happy when retuning from her trip, I just felt more depressed and of a burden.
she'd be so better without me and able to enjoy her grandkids, something I haven't been able to give her 😢

I wish I could make you believe that is the furthest thing from the truth for her @WIP

My heart aches today and those words...

Please L, please I beg you hear me...

My boy tried to end his life two years ago yesterday and the pain today is as raw as it was then. Please never do that. The future will be bright for you. I will walk with you for as long as it takes, that is my solemn promise to you from as deep as my soul goes. Reaching through the screen hugging you tight. Please hear me 🙏

If you need Lifeline please reach out L 🙏

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I love you 💞

Please be that satellite, standing by my side @Anastasia I need your strength

You have my word @WIP 👀👂🤗💞

Hey @WIP , I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling like you're burdensome to your Mum. I hope you can try to remind yourself that your anxiety is good at making things seem worse than the truth, and your Mum probably doesn't see it that way!

Sitting with you, I hope things get a little easier for you tonight

I'm so sorry it is your boys anniversary - I really am. And are so very sorry that my words may upset you. @Anastasia

I'll hang in there, I just can't do it to my Mum. She's the only reason I'm still here.
I have a GP appt Mon, and psychologist appt Tuesday, so have to at least give that a go.

Its just so hard, the tentacles of this illness wrap themselves so deep & strong around me every day.

your support and caring words means so very much to me - thank you. Thank you so very much. You're there when I need you the most, you just know. I wish I knew you irl to express my gratitude and give you a big hug!! XXX

It's ok @WIP it's been a difficult day and I can't bear the thought of losing anyone I love.

I'm going to go and shower and pull myself together. It's nothing you've said I've been walking the tightrope all day. I'm still with you 100% I promise. I just need to take a break xoxo