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Changing meds

Changing meds

Hi. I battled MDD & acute anxiety nearly all of my adult life. I've been on numerous different SSRIs, SRNIs, antipsychotics, tried rTMS & ECT. Am addicted to a benzo for my anxiety.

I am in the process of swapping out from a SRNI to a MAOI and the wash out period is hell. I really don't think I'm going to make it. This is the darkest place I have ever been.
I have no family support, honestly no friends, not able to work & are completely isolated.

i don't feel my medical team actually care much anymore, they are overwhelmed by new clients because of covid.

i hardly sleep, but the last thing in my mind before I do, is how much I want to die. It's the first thought of the day when I wake up.

what if this new medication doesn't work either??

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@WIP @Emelia8 💞

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Oh. That pic is just beautiful @Former-Member

I feel so alone atm, but so emotionally tired too -'if that makes sense

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Sitting with you my friend @WIP ♥️♥️♥️☕☕

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Yes, that makes a lot of sense @WIP

Happy to keep you company. ☕️💖

Hi @Shaz51 👋💞☕️

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Thanks @Former-Member

im actually feeling tired, for the first time in ages.

Emotional night!

Thanks for sitting with me.

big hugs ❤️❣️🤗❣️🤗

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You're welcome @WIP

I hope that means a good sleep for you. 🌷🌸🌺

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So cute 🥰 @WIP

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Sitting with you too @WIP if that's ok?

Hey @Former-Member you're a good friend.

Love to you both 💞🤗

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Love you too @Anastasia 🤗🥰

I think @WIP might have gone to sleep. I hope so and I hope she's ok.
I'm going to get ready for bed now. Are you ok, Myboy?

I'll check back later when I'm in bed. 💞

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I hope @WIP is asleep @Former-Member 🙏

Rest is more than likely what she needs.

Thanks for saying hi, sleep well my beautiful friend x

@Former-Member can you please check on @WIP ? Thank you x

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