Somethings wrong

Hi @Former-Member

I feel like it's beyond the average lost for words. Most weeks I literally freeze up and can't say anything. Even hi can be hard.

i did try get on the web chat but it always says offline.

I'm having a hard time. Feel like all time is hard but then there are sometimes when I just feel dread and my head is full of bad thought and I don't know how long I can go on. I'm so tired of fighting myself. I don't see how things would ever get better when it's myself who I need to get away from. I don't know what to do

Hey @destructive so sorry you're having these thoughts. It's like Outlander said - unfortunately we can't run away from ourselves. We can learn how to live with ourselves, and listen to those parts that help tell us who we are and what our values are.

Please don't hesitate to reach out for support if you need it, and know that we're never too far away.

@outlander @Jynx Thanks

Ive been trying to get better for over 10years I'm tired of it

@destructive 💙💙💙💙

Thanks @Maggie

Struggling with voices telling me to do

things now. It's relentless.

Hey @destructive that sounds like it's really distressing for you. I'm concerned and just wanted to check in with you around your current situation to see if you need extra support or if you feel unsafe at all. Feel free to flick us an email (team@saneforums.org) or if you do feel unsafe, please contact one of the crisis services:

Lifeline: 13 11 14 or Crisis Chat

Suicide call back service: 1300 659 467 or online counselling

Samaritans: 135 247

If in immediate danger: 000

Here for you

@Jynx thanks. Nothing those lines can really do. They just make you scared because what can they do if they think you're unsafe other than send you to hospital. I know what'd happen. It's not always any better actually worse. I just need a labotomy

So I thought the extended Medicare sessions was a good thing but had to go back to GP for a new referral and 'review'. I'm seeing a new GP because my old one was too far. Therapist writes a letter to ask for a review and GP says the letter says I have DID. WTF? I'm a mixture of annoyed (because it's not the first tome I've been diagnosed without knowing and with something big and something I disagree with) overwhelmingly anxious (because now the GP thinks I ha e DID when I don't), and feeling guilty (like somehow I've tricked them into thinking this). I couldn't say anything about it because I was too anxious and so she wrote it in the referral back. Once again something not true about me is in writing all over the place. Feeling overwhelmed