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Darkness

Darkness

Well it's been a hellish few weeks, I have fallen into the rabbit hole and there seems no escape this time. The darkness has come and it thicker than the fires of hell.

Things just don't seem to going right at all and my MH is just getting worse and worse. Not sleeping (afraid to sleep) not eating and not taking my meds. I know this doesn't help but why bother because when I am on them I either feel zone out or that they do nothing anyways. I didn't make it work today, got to the front and was physically sick and froze again. Crawled back into bed where I stayed untill I had an unexpected call.

My 3 main MH professional and I in a conference call, at the end of the call I was given a choice be sectioned or have my ex move back in temporarily to provide around the clock monitoring, this means for at least two weeks of him being here making sure I eat, take my meds and be present for all appointments and no SH. I am not happy about either option but because of teenager trauma in a MH hospital I am taking the ex.

I will not be as active as normal but I will check in. but like tonight, I may just support posts as I am struggling to even type this. So @Snowie @eth @Lee82 @Eden1919 @Purplerain @Lotusgirl amd anyone I missed I will be getting the care I need and will be safe. To some of the newest forum members please forgive me if it takes a bit for me to get back to you.

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Mel, nothing to be sorry for. That conversation between me and @Sans911 was about an email I received and not about anyone else, maybe others got the email as well but she never said you did and neither do I feel she implied it. Please don't take it personally sweetheart. I love you 3000, to infinity and beyond Always. (Have you worked out where "Always" is from? It is another movie reference) please be safe tonight Mel and check in when you can and if I up we can chat some more. I really have to go to bed now. @Lee82

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Likewise @Former-Member 😔💝

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Hi @Sans911, @Former-Member @Former-Member @Lee82 , I thought it might be helpful to come in here and say that your contribution to the forums is valued and we hope that you continue to use this space as a place to meet and talk about your mental health journey. On the odd occasion that an email is sent from the moderating team, it would be about a guideline issue. It's important that everyone feels free to talk about their experience, whilst also ensuring it's done in a safe, respectful and anonymous way. If you have any questions about posts that have needed to be changed to meet the forum's guidelines, you can email us at team@saneforums.org and we can talk more about it there. Take care and enjoy the rest of your night.

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Please don't be sad my friend. Sending you gentle hugs @Former-Member

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You are a beautiful person ❤️

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@Former-Member Hoping you are sleeping soundly Izzy and will catch up in the morning. Loive you Izzy you are a really kind and caring lady. Love pea xxx

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Mel, please check in with us babe. @Lee82

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Morning everyone, my morning walk view. Gotta love him, he got up at 5am and brought be to my favourite place, hoping it would help center me as I am still not coping after my panic attack yesterday.

@Bunniekins , I love walking in the rain. I hope you are all warm and cozy by now. I hope your day is as beautiful as you. 💜

Morning my gorgeous Sherry, how are you this morning? 💖 @Former-Member

Mel, sweetie I know things got really emotional last night and it may feel hard right now but please check in as soon as you can. You are so important to me and others here. I need to know that you are ok. 💜 @Lee82

@NatureLover @Eve7 @Sans911 @outlander @Shaz51 @Faith-and-Hope @Maggie @Snowie @Purplerain @mudsum @Lee71 and everyone else passing through. Sending you all lots of love and wishes for a good day

Thanknyou all for being my life jacket 💖

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Good morning @Former-Member , your pictures haven't come through yet but I wanted to say I'm following quietly how you're doing, and I'm really hoping the horse therapy is beneficial - I've heard it's amazing and I'm so happy you have this opportunity. Also that workcover come through soon with payment for the wellness centre.

I really appreciate you, you're a beautiful caring person ❤ Thank you for tagging me in your news.

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Hi @Former-Member ... lovely to see you this morning. I am still awaiting the pictures too @NatureLover . Hi @outlander @Sans911

Looking forward to seeing your morning walk photos from your favourite place. Did you find it helped to settle you after your panic attack yesterday? I had a bad panic attack a few days ago too ... it takes time to settle back down again. What a lovely thing to say ... "Thankyou all for being my life jacket 💖". Thinking about your words, they are very apt. I see this place and the members here as my life jacket too. 😊

I am okay today I guess ... but a little sad. I think I should keep my big mouth shut in future. It seems every time I talk it seems to get me or others in trouble. 😔

Oh yes @Bunniekins ... I love walking in the rain too, and jumping in puddles. Must still be a bit of the child in me I guess. Hi @Lee82 ... thinking of you sweetie.

Okay I will be back later to see if your pics have appeared. But hubby is now awake and I need to get breakfast happening.

Sherry 🌺

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