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Good morning all. Hope you all were able to have a good night sleep. Mine was pretty good. I slept 5hours straight which is very rare for me. The weather is looking a little sad today and it feel a little fresh so we have decided to make it a shopping day as tonight we are off to see the outback Australia show. My boys want to buy themselves basketball jerseys and mr9 wants to buy a pair air jordan shoes just like his big brother...lol Mr13 hates that his little brother wants to be just like him which I understand but to me it is so damn sweet. They both got some money for Christmas from the family so they can spend it up here.
hope you all have a good day today and the find a little sparkle in it.
sending you all hugs. 💛🧡💜💙❤️
@Zoe7 @Former-Member @Schitzo @Eve7 @outlander

@Emelia8 @Snowie @Anastasia @Sans911 @NatureLover @Faith-and Hope @Bunniekins

Good morning @Lee82 🌞

Sounds like a lovely day yesterday with the boys ... and well done for getting through it all so bravely.

I saw on this mornings news that Greater Brisbane is to have a 3 day lockdown from tonight. I was wondering if that will affect you? I think you are staying outside of Greater Brisbane, so I'm hoping you are not directly impacted. Although I guess it could mean you are somewhat restricted for a few days on places you can travel to or visit. Hope it doesnt result in too much disruption, and that you and the boys can continue to enjoy your holiday.

@Former-Member ... my thoughts and heart are with you my lovely friend. Hope your Son is doing a little better. I note that your holiday away has been delayed as well. Also wondering if this Brissy lockdown will affect your plans?

Much love to the pair of you.

Emelia 💞

My love how did you sleep last night?
what time you going in to see your son hun? I'm sure he will be so damn happy to see you and excited to eat his red rooster. I truly hope you are able to get some answers from the nurses there babe in regards to his care.
again I am so happy to hear how much you enjoyed yourself at the nail place babe. It's little moments like that that you must celebrate and remember hun. They are the moments that make you feel yourself. I am sure my little kimmy would have absolutely loved the ice cream. 👸

thank you my love for your beautiful words. They had me feeling very warm inside. We loved the 2 theme parks. We didn't get to go on many rides at movie world as the lines were very long. But we managed to go on the road runner rollercoaster, watch the 4D show which was yogi bear. That was great. We watched the stunt show which was amazing. Mr9 was in ore. The Scooby doo ride was closed 😕 at the time we were there.
wow you are a bit of a thrill seeker hun that is awesome. Wish you could have come with us. Mr13 needs a friend to go on all the crazy rides with as I cannot go on them as I get very very sick unfortunately. Mums daughter is a little princess and doesn't go on any and Mr9 is a little short for a lot of them. Next time we go Mr9 and Mr13 want to go on the green tantern together. 😁

Water slides however I can go on and loved them. The kids and I went around to as many as we could. It's just hard with the crowds waiting in line. I freak out. I feel very vulnerable, exposed, out of my comfort zone and unsafe. It takes a lot of mind control and concentration to stay calm. I unfortunately snapped at the kids a few times as they were so excited all they wanted to do was talk to me and all I needed to do was concentrate. Poor kids.
anyway enough rambling for me. I hope you are doing ok my love and that you are looking forward to going away tomorrow.
love you always beautiful. ❤️ @Former-Member

Morning @Emelia8 . I believe the lockdown won't effect us as we are in surfers paradise. Thank you so much for your concern. How are you feeling hun? How is hubby going too?

Sounds like a very wise choice for today @Lee82 I love your little one wants to be like his big brother - that is super cute. Have a great day Hon

Thanks so much hun. What are your plans for today?
@Zoe7

No set plans for today @Lee82 Plenty to go on with but still pretty tired so at present watching tv before I get the motivation to get moving. It is a lovely day so will head back out into the garden later.

I CANNOT GO AND SEE MY SON!!! he will have been there for over a week before I get to see him unless they discharge him on Monday. In that case I probably won't be able to see him because his stupid S.O.B father won't let me in his house. When the kids where sick or struggling in the past I would call him up and be like "hey I think that the kids would love to see you right now" He was welcome to come inside and spend time with them. The offer has never been extended to me though.

All other plans canceled as well because of lockdown. Hubby tried to pick up some food but the stores are already pack and it's almost a two hour wait to get served. People the shops will

still be open!! We needed a couple of things today as we had run out so it's not like we where stocking up, we usually do our shopping on a Friday!!! I am going to have grumpy girls because they can't have a coffee when they finally get out of bed!!!!!

wave of darkness has descend swallowing me whole. F**k Covid F**k life

@Former-Member 😔💞

Oh @Former-Member

I am so sorry 😭