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@Former-Member ❤️ Please babe ❤️

I had about 5 hours sleep last night then fed fur babies and slept for another hour or so @Lee82 Just so tired lately. I am going to need to go back to my GP because it is more than usual and is becoming a worry.

I did get the shopping done this morning and wandered around Bunnings with Tobes so that was nice. Usually I would be able to come home and get stuck into things once I have been out but I sat down to relax for a while and fell asleep again.

I am glad you have done some walking Hon - it might not be much but it breaks up the day a bit.

Yea probably best to speak to your gp hun. Happy to hear you got some shopping done though. I don't know about you but I find that a very big task and I am always so damn tired afterwards.
Well my time is almost up again. I only have 5 more minutes. I hope you have a good week this week hun and that you are able to get through all that needs to be done.
thank you once again for keeping me company. You are a gem. 💜
It is so very very very lonely in here I spend a lot of time talking to myself. Feel like I am going crazy.
Just want to ask you if you know if Izzy has been on at all today. I am so sorry for asking this all the time but I am just extremely worried about her.
@Zoe7 ❤️

Hi @Lee82

Yes a great win was good to watch.

Lovely you were able to chat to your gorgeous boys. I hope that wasn't too difficult for you and instead provided you some hope and reason to keep putting one foot in front of the other sweets.

@Zoe7 I can picture Tobes in the trolley God love him. Super cute. I can imagine all of the shoppers wanting to say hi to you both. Just do what you have to. The rest can wait hun xxx

Sending tons of 💞❣️❤️ to you both xxx

No I haven't seen her today @Lee82 but I will keep my eye out for her over this evening. Please try not to worry Hon. Maybe you could write her a letter - for both you and her. It would not be a letter you could send her but it would keep that connection going for you in the meantime. ...and if you begin to feel alone in there then think of me sitting on your shoulder gently fluttering my wings and sending you love

I love speaking with them @Anastasia but saying goodbye breaks my heart and theirs.
no hope left in me right now hun. It has been a really rough time.
how has your Sunday been?

Yeah he is a bit of a hit at Bunnings @Anastasia I take him often - put his blanket in the top of the trolley and he sits there while I wheel him around. The staff often have treats for dogs too but he only got pats today. I will have to get a photo of him next time

Thank you so much @Zoe7 @I appreciate that. I feel her slipping away from me and I know that I am in a sensitive state at the moment but I can't help but feel sick with worry.
I always think of you and all my forum family when I am feeling very alone. It's the only thing keeping me going at the moment.
you are such a beautiful friend. Thank you. 💗

I understand that completely @Lee82

I would feel broken too. I want to hug you so much from one Mumma to another right now. I am sorry and I hear you dear Mel xxx

I am pretty good sweets, still in jammies today. Finished a diamond painting and started a new one. Very lazy day. Wet weather and so good excuse to do very little. My boy is doing his own thing between computer games, music and tv.

The letter sounds like a great idea @Lee82 @Zoe7

Yes please take a pic of darling Tobes next time xxx