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Darkness

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Darkness

Well it's been a hellish few weeks, I have fallen into the rabbit hole and there seems no escape this time. The darkness has come and it thicker than the fires of hell.

Things just don't seem to going right at all and my MH is just getting worse and worse. Not sleeping (afraid to sleep) not eating and not taking my meds. I know this doesn't help but why bother because when I am on them I either feel zone out or that they do nothing anyways. I didn't make it work today, got to the front and was physically sick and froze again. Crawled back into bed where I stayed untill I had an unexpected call.

My 3 main MH professional and I in a conference call, at the end of the call I was given a choice be sectioned or have my ex move back in temporarily to provide around the clock monitoring, this means for at least two weeks of him being here making sure I eat, take my meds and be present for all appointments and no SH. I am not happy about either option but because of teenager trauma in a MH hospital I am taking the ex.

I will not be as active as normal but I will check in. but like tonight, I may just support posts as I am struggling to even type this. So @Snowie @eth @Lee82 @Eden1919 @Purplerain @Lotusgirl amd anyone I missed I will be getting the care I need and will be safe. To some of the newest forum members please forgive me if it takes a bit for me to get back to you.

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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@Former-Member I do very much understand those feelings unfortunately at the moment so whenever you can check in or be here is all you can do. You are very much missed when you are not here but you also need to do what is best for you. Love and hugs Hon

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SchitzoSenior Contributor

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@Former-Member I am so sorry for all the pain that you are going through. Please remember that you are loved and you are not alone, your forum family are walking with you.

Sending hugs and hugs 💕🤗🤗

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outlanderSenior Contributor

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@Former-Member 🌻❤💕💙

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Unknown userMember

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Mel I am exceedingly worried honey. Please check in. @Lee82

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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If it helps our @Lee82 was logged on earlier she just may not be up to posting right now ...so sending our love to her and to you @Former-Member

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Unknown userMember

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Thanks @Zoe7 , it does help to know that, it means she is at least safe enough to log on. Sending my love to you as well.

@Lee82 , love you my gorgeous friend

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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Sending love to both you and @Lee82 @Former-Member

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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Hey beautiful oh how I have mised you. How have you ben doing? I have not stopped thibkibg about you my love. I have been very worried a out you but I know you have had Sean by yoyr side keeping you safe. @Former-Member

lovd you to infinity and beyond mt gorgeous BFF

het @Zoe7 beautiful how have yoh been doing hun? How are your fur babiez going? I have been tryubg my best to keep up with wvwryonez thread as best I csn.

im so sorry to you both and othdrs folloeing along for not being able to support you all and for not being able to update you. I am currently in a psychiatric hospital for a little while nit fir EMDR therapy. ThT isn't until March but for a completely different reason. I only am a llowed my phone a little duribg the day and a little at night. I will soon have to give it back tho the nurses.

my apologies for not tagginfe anyone else at the moment my head is all I over tge place. I am not thinking right

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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Oh dear @Lee82 It is wonderful to hear from you but I can also hear that you are not in a good place. Please allow those caring for you to do just that. You deserve that care and if it has come to this then you obviously need it. Check in when you can but do not stress at all about not being able to be here - the primary concern here is you Hon. Sending you so much love, hugs and strength right now.

ps - I am okay - getting there and even happier to hear from you tonight as I know our beautiful @Former-Member will be. I will look out for her while you are away so look after yourself knowing we are all thinking of you

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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Thank yih @Zoe7 @for your kind words. I am not good at skm. I am hers involuntarily with no end date I n site. I have had no visitors and no cslls except from my bkys which I am so grateful gor.
sending you, Tibes and cat a hug each hoping you all are re covering well. Stay strong babe

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