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Darkness

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Darkness

Well it's been a hellish few weeks, I have fallen into the rabbit hole and there seems no escape this time. The darkness has come and it thicker than the fires of hell.

Things just don't seem to going right at all and my MH is just getting worse and worse. Not sleeping (afraid to sleep) not eating and not taking my meds. I know this doesn't help but why bother because when I am on them I either feel zone out or that they do nothing anyways. I didn't make it work today, got to the front and was physically sick and froze again. Crawled back into bed where I stayed untill I had an unexpected call.

My 3 main MH professional and I in a conference call, at the end of the call I was given a choice be sectioned or have my ex move back in temporarily to provide around the clock monitoring, this means for at least two weeks of him being here making sure I eat, take my meds and be present for all appointments and no SH. I am not happy about either option but because of teenager trauma in a MH hospital I am taking the ex.

I will not be as active as normal but I will check in. but like tonight, I may just support posts as I am struggling to even type this. So @Snowie @eth @Lee82 @Eden1919 @Purplerain @Lotusgirl amd anyone I missed I will be getting the care I need and will be safe. To some of the newest forum members please forgive me if it takes a bit for me to get back to you.

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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@Former-Member Thinking of you hun. Hoping you are safe and ok. ❤️💙💜

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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Yes, I thought you'd have conflicting feelings about it, @Lee82 , especially with Mr 9 having bad separation anxiety.

@Lee82 wrote:

On the other hand 6 months is a hell of a long time. I don't know if I can continue going through all this pain for that long. I don't know how I can continue to go on for another 6 months.

I hear you... 😞 It's a long time to wait 😞

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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I don't know what to do @NatureLover .
I feel like screaming and crying and just putting my hands up in the air and saying what's the point anymore.

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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Can you discuss it with your psychologist next time you see her, in a week's time? @Lee82 She might know what to do, especially if you tell her you don't think you can wait 6 months...

Sending you big hugs...you will get through it, my friend... 🧡

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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It's actually my psychiatrist that has organised it. I will contact him next week and see what he says.
Neothing wvwr goes smoothily there is always some sort of o sticks I have over cive. I ab do aichv is. He

@NatureLover

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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I miss you my beautiful BFF

@Former-Member

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Unknown userMember

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Hi @Lee82

It sounds like you are dealing with an awful lot tonight. It is understandable to feel disappointed and scared of the uncertainty that comes with waiting so long. Plus, there is also part of you that is relieved that it could give you time to handle other things in your life, which sounds really confusing to sit with.

We are sitting with you, and if you need some extra support tonight, please reach out to a service or a personal support.

Warmest,

Basil

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Unknown userMember

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Hey fourm land friends, well it's the end of the day for me already. Pain in my knee is excruciating so taken some pain meds and my night ones already about almost in nod land. Wishing you all a peaceful night.
@Lee82 @NatureLover @MDT @Bunniekins @outlander @Eve7 @Zoe7 @Sans911 @Maggie @Shaz51 @Anastasia @Emelia8 @frog

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MDTSenior Contributor

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Hey @Former-Member
Sleep well my friend.

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor

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@Former-Member Hey sweetheart love you and am hoping that you are all snug up in bed and dreaming kind and caring dreams. Love always. peaxxx

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