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Darkness

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Darkness

Well it's been a hellish few weeks, I have fallen into the rabbit hole and there seems no escape this time. The darkness has come and it thicker than the fires of hell.

Things just don't seem to going right at all and my MH is just getting worse and worse. Not sleeping (afraid to sleep) not eating and not taking my meds. I know this doesn't help but why bother because when I am on them I either feel zone out or that they do nothing anyways. I didn't make it work today, got to the front and was physically sick and froze again. Crawled back into bed where I stayed untill I had an unexpected call.

My 3 main MH professional and I in a conference call, at the end of the call I was given a choice be sectioned or have my ex move back in temporarily to provide around the clock monitoring, this means for at least two weeks of him being here making sure I eat, take my meds and be present for all appointments and no SH. I am not happy about either option but because of teenager trauma in a MH hospital I am taking the ex.

I will not be as active as normal but I will check in. but like tonight, I may just support posts as I am struggling to even type this. So @Snowie @eth @Lee82 @Eden1919 @Purplerain @Lotusgirl amd anyone I missed I will be getting the care I need and will be safe. To some of the newest forum members please forgive me if it takes a bit for me to get back to you.

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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sorry forgot to tag you in this post @Fluttershy1

I am so very sorry to hear that your family don't seem to understand what is going on for you hun. That is frustrating and tough to deal with in its own.
spongebob!! Weirdly I love it...lol it is a very strange cartoon. A sponge that lives under watch with a squirrel. 😂

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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Anything you want to talk about hun?

@Fluttershy1

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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@Lee82 - me bored, gotta act like everything is okay when it isn't.

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Unknown userMember

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@Fluttershy1 , honey we are happy to have you on this thread. I am glad you are safe under your weighted blanket honey. How is the switch going? Have you been ok with with it?

Love you to sweetie

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Zoe7Senior Contributor

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It is called 'forum speech' @Lee82 lol We are good at deciphering unreadable text hahaha We see it as the auto-correct fairies making up their own language and then we read in between the lines 👍

It is wonderful that you have at least a little control over yourself tonight - that is a massive step up from last night Hon. When we find little ways to help ourselves it matters - and you are doing that so give yourself credit for it. Having your boys stay at your Mum's tonight was a good move too - it gives you space and time to help yourself

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Unknown userMember

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Sweet pea we all have to act that way sometimes and it sucks. We should have to hide what is going on for us from our families 😪 @Fluttershy1

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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@Former-Member - me been very switchy, I been switching from me to Ella then maybe to indiannah. Then back to me. I feel like a mess. It's not fun at all. I sitting here crying

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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Sometimes acting helps a little babe. How long have you had DID for hun? It must be very tiring switching in and out all the time. @Fluttershy1

Im so glad you have @Former-Member to help suppport you too hun. Izzy is definitely someone who understands you completely and can help you through this.

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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I'm crying @Former-Member @Lee82

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Fluttershy1Senior Contributor

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@Lee82 - I've only been diagnosed with it this year, I also have BPD..... it does get tiring...

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