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@Lee82 wrote:

Good morning @NatureLover how you feeling today hun?

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Thanks for asking, I'm so relieved today that the stress has gone (although I'm still waiting to hear if I passed the inspection or maybe have to re-do some areas). All I have to do today is go out grocery shopping. Such a relief!

How are your painful areas today, after your fall yesterday? @Lee82

I'm so glad you are feeling less stressed today @NatureLover

I am in a hell of a lot of pain. I have put out my back even more, I have neck and shoulder pain, I have a sore bruised and scrapped leg and a graze on my hand. I can't believe I didn't break anything.

Oh gosh, @Lee82 ! That sounds pretty bad! Yeah, I guess it's lucky you didn't break anything by the sounds of it...but do you have enough painkillers?

Bugger, @Lee82 ... I hope it kicks in soon, and you can get through your day with everything that you need to do...

Hey @Lee82 that sounds like a horrible fall and so sorry to read too that you're in quite a lot of pain. No doubt you're also getting good medical support, whilst taking care of your pain at home. Go gently and hope you're feeling some relief real soon 🌻

glad you have only the grocery shopping. to do today @NatureLover

ohh @Lee82 , hope you feel better soon my friend

Hello @Former-Member

My dearest Mel, I am so sorry things are so painful for you today, I am very happy you didn't break anything yesterday. Hopefully your young men are helping you as much as possible and behaving themselves. How is your mum going, is she recovering from her pneumonia? I went to send you a good morning but I had a massive meltdown because workcover was sending a psychologist out to my home this morning. She has been and gone now but I am exhausted and tearful. Not only having to recount the attack in December but she wanted to know about my DID. She was here for two hours 😞 I am curled up under my weighted blanket cuddling Ella waiting for "it" to pass not game to go anywhere else in the house just yet. Things just aren't improving Mel, I don't know how much longer I can hang in for. I am trying I promise you that, but the effort it takes is taking a huge toll right now. I would be so f**ked without you and our other fourm family. No one irl seems to understand that I am trying and they want more and more from me, I have nothing left though. I am sorry to lay this one you but I have no one else. Love you 3000 always and forever. 💜Nikki. 💖🌸 @Lee82 🌸💖

Hey @Former-Member I just wanted to say that all of your forum family are here for you and I can hear how today is an especially tough day. Sounds like the best place to be right now is curled up with a comforting blanket and seeking shelter until the storm passes. Please remember to reach out to all your supports and it can be helpful too to remember other times when you've gotten through days like today, which can give you the strength and courage to gently move through this one. Take care...🌻

hugs @Former-Member

Hey honey. I know things must be real rough right now for you. I know how tiring it all gets but please you need to keep hanging on and you need to keep trying. I understand the feeling of no one understanding what it's like and that they believe you can just turn the switch off and things will be back to normal. I hear your frustration beautiful. You have to hold on to that little bit of hope you have until you can build on that hope. I am holding on to hope for you too. I will help lift you up and give you the strength you need to go on as best I can. I am still holding on to the hope that one day we will meet in person. Hold on to that hope too babe.
remember I love unconditionally and will always be here for you.
we have made a promise to each other and I hope you can keep that promise babe.
@Former-Member 💗💗🦋🦋