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Hey gorgeous. How you doing today? I'm hanging in there. Just seems like everyday is getting harder and harder. For now my family and I are going to try and do this without me having to go into hospital. So hospital is on hold for now. We will see how I go with their help as well as my MH team. I just can't leave my boys with mum while I go into hospital right now. It is not healthy for anyone.
sending you my love Nikki. Hope Izzy is ok and you are coping. 💙

@Former-Member

Hi Nature, I am well thank you for asking. Izzy is not good and unfortunately has lost all will to survive which is why I am here. Unfortunately the complications of having 2 unconnected alters has become too much for her, bear and Kimberly. 😞 Sean is close by at all times and the body is definitely safe, our mind is not a nice place to be right now, but I am sure I can get us through this.

@NatureLover , I hope your day is kind to you.

Hello @Dammit, hope you find moments of peace in your day.

💖🌸 @Lee82 🌸💖

Hello to everyone. Hope your day is filled with little happy moments. 🦋🌼🌈❤️💜💙💚

@NatureLover @Bunniekins @outlander @Snowie @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member @Sans911 @Zoe7 @Pollyotter

Honestly Mel, do you think you have enough support from your family? Is your mother behaving herself and not being "her" with you? I saw all the posts where you where telling Izzy about her and I just to know that you feel safe enough with their help. Sorry if I come across cranky or controlling I just want to know that you will be taken care of with compassion and empathy from everyone entrusted with your care. Love you heaps my beautiful friend. 💜Nikki. @Lee82

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@Former-Member wrote:

Hi Nature, I am well thank you for asking. Izzy is not good and unfortunately has lost all will to survive which is why I am here. Unfortunately the complications of having 2 unconnected alters has become too much for her, bear and Kimberly. 😞 Sean is close by at all times and the body is definitely safe, our mind is not a nice place to be right now, but I am sure I can get us through this.

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Oh gosh, Nikki...that's so good you are there for @Former-Member . I'm so sorry to hear she's in such a bad place. Oh gosh...I have no words. 😞

Thanks for your good wishes Nikki, always appreciated.

How could I forget to say good morning to my beautiful friend @Former-Member Kimmy sends you her most squishiest hugs honey. 💜Nikki

@Lee82 , Kimmy said to tell you hello and she wants to give you a big hug. 💜Nikki

💖🌸 @Lee82 🌸💖

Sorry it took so long to write back. I have been really unwell. I feel like I am going through withdrawal symptoms. It's been real sh**.
so far mum has been ok. I think after what she witnessed a few sundays ago has shaken her up and made her realise a few things. She is still herself at times but I just ignore it. I am spending this weekend at my brothers house so once Jules picks up the boys Friday night I'll make my way over there.
I am so sorry to hear that Izzy is having such a hard time right now. Did you have horse therapy today? I wish there was something I could do to help babe. I really really do.
please tell kimmy thank you for her hug it's just what I need right now. Sending her one back ❤️
And another one for you and Izzy. 💜

@Former-Member

So sorry you are feeling so unwell sweetie, no need to apologise babe. I am glad your mum seems a bit better towards you. Will you be safe to drive tomorrow night after Jules picks up the boys?

Horse therapy is tomorrow so it will be a full day out of the house. Good in one way but it really is exhausting

@Lee82

I can imagine how exhausting it is babe. I am super exhausted just driving down the road for a psychology appointment and back.
it will be good babe. I think it will be good for all of you.

I'll be ok babe. If not I'll just have to sleep at mum's as I am not allowed to be left alone.
@Former-Member