Darkness

@Former-Member 💗

I don't know what to say my beautiful friend Izzy. You were there for me last night when you had your own pretty deep s**t going on. I know you had to leave but thank you beautiful girl for bring there for me last night. For supporting me and for not leaving me alone.

Thank you for asking for help from @NatureLover @outlander because I needed it And I wouldn't have reached out

Love you to infinity and beyond. Always!!

Oh gosh @Lee82 - you had a terrible night...I am so sorry I fell asleep. And you didn't interrupt my conversation with @Former-Member at all...you were having panic attacks and that takes precedence. Did you get through to one of the crisis helplines in the end?

I want to thank you all as I feel I'm learning in what to do to support people...thank you @Former-Member and @outlander , and you too @Lee82 .

I'm sorry I let you down last night @Former-Member , when you were going through your own bad stuff. 😞

It was a horrific night @NatureLover

It was the first night alone in my house since I have been back from staying at mums and it didn't help that I had a pretty rough day too.

I did manage to get through eventually. It was tough because when I'm in that state I find very very difficult to talk.

Damage was done before I could speak with anyone.

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@Lee82 wrote:

I did manage to get through eventually. It was tough because when I'm in that state I find very very difficult to talk.

Damage was done before I could speak with anyone.

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The important thing is that you're still here with us @Lee82 . ❤️

I feel like I have been hit by a cement truck

@NatureLover

Hey, babe 🌸💖 @Lee82 🌸💖 I am sorry you feel so bad this morning 😞 I am glad that Nature, Outlander and Sherry where there for last night when I couldn't be. I am so glad you got through to the help line and you made it as safely as you could through the night. Love you heaps gorgeous

Nature, let's be very clear you DIDN'T let anyone one down last night. You where amazing. You can't help it if you fell asleep, your body had obviously had enough for one day. Something @Zoe7 tells me and Lee regularly is that we need to look after ourselves first otherwise we can be here for our friends when they need us. Just because you have a new role doesn't mean you shouldn't put yourself first. Thank you so much for last night.

🌵💜 @NatureLover 🌵💜

Sherry, thank you for sitting with me and Lee last night. You support is always reassuring, silent or not it's amazing to know you are right there. 🐶❤️ @Former-Member ❤️🐶

My little one yet again you completely amazing me. You really have such a beautiful soul. Thank you for stepping in when I couldn't support Lee anymore last night. 🌻💖 @outlander 💖🌻

My little pea, thank you also for being there last night and our good morning message. I hope your day is filled with beauty and sunshine. 🦋💖 @Bunniekins 💖🦋

How are you feeling this morning babe?

@Former-Member

@Former-Member

hey honey thank you for your support last night. I heard every button you pushed and am truly grateful for that.

i have to apologise to you because I haven’t read your posts yet but I will get round to them I just haven’t been in the right frame of mind to read them. I can’t concentrate much on a lot of information right now. My brain feels like mush. I think my medication is really stuffing me around.

I hope today is a good for you my love.

❤️

We need to find that cement truck and flatten it😂 I ache from head to toe. I fell over Nics yesterday afternoon so I have hurt my shoulder, hip and lower back pretty good so...... Do you have any plans for keeping yourself distracted today my love?

💖🌸 @Lee82 🌸💖

Oh Izzy...maybe a nice warm bath to sooth those aches could be something you can do today. You poor thing honey.

Unfortunately I have to put my mask on and get to my aunties today. It’s her birthday and mum is dragging me along. It’s the last thing I feel I can cope with today.

@Former-Member 💕