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Darkness

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Darkness

Well it's been a hellish few weeks, I have fallen into the rabbit hole and there seems no escape this time. The darkness has come and it thicker than the fires of hell.

Things just don't seem to going right at all and my MH is just getting worse and worse. Not sleeping (afraid to sleep) not eating and not taking my meds. I know this doesn't help but why bother because when I am on them I either feel zone out or that they do nothing anyways. I didn't make it work today, got to the front and was physically sick and froze again. Crawled back into bed where I stayed untill I had an unexpected call.

My 3 main MH professional and I in a conference call, at the end of the call I was given a choice be sectioned or have my ex move back in temporarily to provide around the clock monitoring, this means for at least two weeks of him being here making sure I eat, take my meds and be present for all appointments and no SH. I am not happy about either option but because of teenager trauma in a MH hospital I am taking the ex.

I will not be as active as normal but I will check in. but like tonight, I may just support posts as I am struggling to even type this. So @Snowie @eth @Lee82 @Eden1919 @Purplerain @Lotusgirl amd anyone I missed I will be getting the care I need and will be safe. To some of the newest forum members please forgive me if it takes a bit for me to get back to you.

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor

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@Former-Member @Lee82 I havent been around today at all due to ex coming over to spend time with son2. Sorry to hear that it has been a rotten day for you both. Sending you both kind and caring wishes tonight with love and light.xx

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Unknown userMember

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Thank you so much for coming Nature. For me I just need to chat as distraction. I am in a lot of pain tonight for sh and am scared to be honest. 🌵💖 @NatureLover 💖🌵

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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There's my little cactuses 🙂

Am sorry you're in so much pain. We can chat about anything you like. Do you want to tell me more about the horses you used to ride? Or anything else ❤

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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I'm glad he's staying tonight babe

@Former-Member

@NatureLover and @Bunniekins thank you for being here

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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@Lee82 what do you need? ❤

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Unknown userMember

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I didn't have one of my own but my friends always did. I use to spend weekends and holidays with my Sunday school teacher and her hubby on their farm. My little brother and older sister and I were treated just like station hands. Jason spent his time with Mr B, Gail spent her time with Mrs B and I was paired with their jillaroo. We spent most of your time checking fences and on the cattle. I remember being woken up at 4 in the morning because the foals got out. She literally through me into tracksuit pants and a jumper then put me on Phil with no saddle!!! 2 1/2 hours later the foals where back in the paddock and I was being peeled of Phil. I had never riden bare back before, I couldn't move. The poor girl got in so much trouble by Mrs B, and I spent the next two days recovering 😂

🌵💜 @NatureLover 😂🌵

@Lee82 please babe 💜

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Lee82Senior Contributor

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I'm reading g the words but nothing is making sense

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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Wow, that's amazing @Former-Member 😮 How old were you when that happened?

I'm kind of jealous, as my parents thought horses were irrelevant, so I spent my childhood drawing horses and reading horse stories but never seeing an actual horse.

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Unknown userMember

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So you are starting a panic attack my love. Remember what Sans would have had you do. Tell me five things you can see @Lee82 @NatureLover @Bunniekins @Former-Member

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NatureLoverSenior Contributor

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We are here with you @Lee82

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