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Numb again

Numb again

I have tried contacting online support but everything is unavailable or offline .

I was raped 7 years ago and things happen so I made myself numb and supprised everything. I learned about the breathing techniques as well as the 5,4,3,2,1 tool. Tonight it's not working . I am having flash backs like crazy and I can't get my mind and body to calm down to relax and sleep . At this stage I am in for a night of night terrors and I can't do that again tonight. I am shutting down again but not sure how to stop it .

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That is great. Sounds like you feel very comfortable around him and trust him which is exactly how it should be with MH professionals.
@Former-Member

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@Former-Member

I really do apreciate it as I havent had alot of people care much about me.

I understand where you are comming from.I am a professional crime scene cleaner so i see alot of that pain and trauma in people life

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How you going @Pollyotter ?

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@Lee82 yes thats right and I agree.

@Pollyotter I'm sorry to hear that

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@Lee82

I shut down Lee

too many feelings ,memories and emotions at once... not healthy but i dont know what els todo

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That's ok @Pollyotter it's your bodies way of protecting you. Is he still there?

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@Former-Member

Its all good. some people will always be homophobic . cant do much about it so i am just trying to heal and go forward but the triggers and the rest is getting to me .

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@Lee82

Yhe he is still here.

im getting eaten by mozzies.

atleast i am useful to someone

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@Pollyotter I'm sorry, I wish I could help properly

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@Former-Member

all good. best you can do for me is to look after yourself first .

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