Numb again

Thanks @Pollyotter ill be there soon.

Hey, there all the lovely people on the road to Narnia.

I hope you are all having a peaceful evening.

I am in my bunker waiting for the Mental health bombs to drop. As I feel something coming on I just have a few random things that come to mind. feel free to tell me to buzz off if you want to.

We have been through a lot in life and in different ways.

we feel powerless and hopeless at different stages and we tend to forget that we do have that bit of pezzazz left in us. Be it to do basic things like looking after yourself or getting out from your bunker, not knowing what will happen or how we will react I think keeping things in mind like you showing strength and courage to get this far is a huge step. We are all fabulous and beautiful even if we don't always think about it. Digging deep in your heart and mind is exhausting and I fully understand this. But also take the time to see around you the things and people or pets showing your love. if you are like me and pop down to the servo where John knows me by name and knows what I am there to shop for then hey that is ok.

P.S I haven't slept in a long time so I am sorry if its all gibberish

@Lee82

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@Zoe7

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That makes complete sense my friend. You are one amazing beautiful and super strong person. All your positive ways of thinking is truly amazing. Sending you love gorgeous while you are in your bunker. Hope you can feel me there with you.

@Pollyotter

@Lee82

Thanks Lee

I want to start to be that positive all the time again . I miss having that . We all have that in us . It's is just up to us to tap into that again .

You are always more then welcome in my bunker or even in my home.

I want to feel positive again too. I am just finding it hard to find that right now. Nothing seems positive right now.

@Pollyotter nothing to look forward to.

Joining you in the bunker @Pollyotter , if you'll have me. Need some company right now too.

@Lee82

@Former-Member

You are more then welcome . I will make room. I am short of having a fridge under my bed for supplies. It's wine and M&Ms tonight ladies

Sounds perfect @Pollyotter 👍

Trying to calm myself after a panic attack a while ago. Some red wine and chocolate M&Ms will go down nicely I think. Just please dont allow me to overindulge. 💕

@Former-Member even if you did. You will always be save in my home