World caves in

..actually just 'back read' this thread , it seems to have started in narcissism bad prose and adulation, then ending in complaints of narcissism and ..well less adulation from fair weather ;oh you are a really good writer admirers .. heavy boots indeed well guess billy idol wasnt a hit on zoosk then lol

..is any of this stuff actually real? ok some is so sad/bad/mad it would have to be or is sometimes just a govt bod ramping stuff up feeding things out of budget cut fears .. hmm

i see no reason to respond in any major way, obviously I have said something that has caused anger and defensiveness, bye

I'm with you @Redraw

Well said

Dec

Hi @Redraw

You're good .... keep chatting cos we're here listening ....

Thanks for the explanation about the "little penguins" ... wasn't quite sure how that fitted together until you explained the "fairy penguins" .... yeah .... there is so much political correctness going on that sometimes it's a bit difficult to work out how to state things, or even whether expressing an opinion is going to land you a backlash .... but it's something that will settle into some sort of order moving forward ....

Probably what is important is to work out how to function within our own community set-up, and amongst family and friends .... sometimes that will gel .... other times it won't. At the end of the day you can only do what you can do ... and we are only part responsible for any relationship we're in .... it has to be a two-way street ....

Take care ...

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Who could or would love, care about, hear, see, or in anyway notice this broken creature, I tire of dellusionary hope, I am tired of being looked on through hollow eyes, I wish I could know what it's like to be something, but "if wishes were horses we'd all be eating steak" I fight against a darkest path yet sometimes it's hard to find a reason to, and it gets harder and ever harder to find the fight to find the reason to fight.

Think I might take a wander, might be able to find a spot in my head that don't hurt, to wander I can be alone without it hurting, not that any of this makes sense, it's so cold 'not the weather' it's so quiet so very quiet

Concealedcows you can sense when I have put in a firefly quote can't you hahaha. But that will happen every now and then the mandarin isn't my strong point but might throw some of that in too.

"They weren't cows inside. They were waiting to be, but they forgot. Now they see the sky and they remember what they are."

I know it's so crazy! Must just be good timing I think whenever I happen to be around

I think one of these days I will have to rewatch all the episodes! Binge watch all in one day maybe on an RDO? If only there were more of them

Hope you're having a good night @Redraw

Yes if they had of broadcast them in sequence perhaps the series would have actually settled but instead they buggered up, I watch them a few at a time generally, not much of a night went for a bit of a walk was rather cold a bit wet and dark, can't focus on much so put on a movie and just feel the usual sad, lonely so on so forth

I'm sorry to hear that you're feeling that way tonight. Does coming onto the Forums help at all?

Movies are good sometimes, but if I'm really down I usually end up zoning out. Doing something that requires thinking is usually the best for me.. writing, drawing, singing, dancing.. etc etc What works for you when you feel down?