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World caves in

World caves in

i sit alone in painful times as I seem to in all times, I sit and look upon the world and wonder why..........why.........why is it the world is driven by narcacissm, hubris and the ever increasing need for instant self gratification, a world of beauty transformed into a gamorrean garden of visceral excess. All depth left for dead, love sits forgotten weeping tears of diamonds as the world is consumed by cheap lust, when did we stop caring when did people just become things to be used and thrown into the mud as they move to the next and the next and the next. Why is it so quiet now, why is it so empty, why is it so cold. When did it become stupid to have morality and standards and self control, when did love become a word to be thrown around as just some empty sentiment, when did sorry lose meaning, when did words become just words.

he sits upon the earth frozen to the touch but warm deep within, he looks upon the people and weeps that they shall never see or feel what real love is, he dreams of things that will never be because the world grows dark around him, his heart so big it was thought unbreakable people had cut it, times had aged it, people had crushed it beneath heavy boots, but he stood back up again and again denying the fall he could see, but then he saw what we had become, what everything was, is and shall be, and his mighty heart broke in two, now he sits invisible to all holding within his hands the pieces of a once great and beautiful heart.

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My life has been a long list of those things not happening for me, humiliation, laughter, betrayal and rejection after a time it all gets to much, feeling completely worthless comes easy when all around you show you that's what you are.

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I guess when I look on the net I see a heaps of different social movements ... groups were people do get together and take action for a common goal .. an environmental, artistic, cultural or social causes. Whatever .. you feel worth putting time or effort into.

Before the net I found groups and causes to be involved with. As I did not get off to a good start in life re friendship groups .. I think I prefer ... groups .. as I can join in and align with my own values .. rather than be at the mercy of just friendships as they can seem pretty arbitrary with a lot of shifting sand ... with subtle little rules or dress codes that I was unaware of ..

Glad you have some contact and decent terms with your folks.

I too have problems re people taking me to hospital ... I just manage cos I have to ... once a piano student drove me to a procedure ... once a friend did ... but I am not teaching anymore .. if I am not able to drive after attending hospital I take public transport and walk ...

I was always the one who did the visiting at hospital ... borther sister, dad, mum. I doubt anyone would visit .. maybe my son .. its tough and in many ways we are actually alone ...

Sometimes being pressured for premature intimacy pushes women away ...

I like your story about the wallaby .. I dont walk as much as I would like .. would prefer company ... but everyone wants different things ... I wish we could all just get along.

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I find pressured for premature intimacy to be interesting seeing as sex is looked on so casually, but as I say I don't belong, I shouldn't be, and these tears burn. Once upon a time I thought myself strong, now after everything that no one cares about, the pain it hurts so bad

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Anyone want to take a trip to my folks place hmm towards the end of the week to grab my drafting table,

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Cool

would if I could

I have a small piano performance of Bach on weekend .. as a memorial for a retired childless professor who gave attention to my son ... not sure it was enough ... but the family did not do the right thing by my son ...

I can do it so ... I am.

You might feel much better having your proper equipment set up ...

I am logging off .. music &cooking in the middle of the night ... thank god for a garages between my neighbours & I.

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A lot of hidden stories going there it seems I think, but it is nice of you to do that, Bach hmmmm I don't mind some but I generally prefer music a bit newer lol. With a bit of luck having my drafting table help a bit, i may also be able to grab my elliptical

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Simplicity, complexity, notavation,

ideas come easily, focus, direction, motivation, not so much

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Sometimes we are powered up with fire & focus .. other times it is just steadly workmanly chipping away at it .. like a sculptor.

Glad you are getting your gear together.

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@Former-Member

How's the frog ?
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