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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
It's been that many days... I still wish I was dead.
My feet are never gonna heal. I may be in hospital another few months still and since I tried to KMS again on Christmas they won't leave me by myself.
I hurt myself in front of my nurse today. I just can't deal. I keep seeing flashbacks from that day. I see it vividly ,myself x....and then screaming in hospital.
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Unknown userMember
Hey @The-red-centaur,
I don't feel like I have all the information but I can hear there is a lot of anxiety and difficult physical reactions around food right now. That must be so tough. I can hear you're aware of needing to keep your body going and getting some fuel too. We're sitting with you through this.
Take care,
Tortoiseshell
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur Hey The-red-centaur did you end up eating a little bit of your dinner? Just even a few mouthfulls would be a good start.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur call the nurse sweetheart. That is what they are for.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur You didnt answer my question re food that you do like. Do you like pizzas for example? My kidults just like the garlic bread not the pizzas so now I buy heaps of garlic bread from doninos. Maybe you could orrder some of your favourite food into hospital?
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur dont apologise. I still think the nurses and doctors should know how you are feeling. I think you need a private room again and stronger meds imho. Surely they can see this?
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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