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It's been that many days... I still wish I was dead.

My feet are never gonna heal. I may be in hospital another few months still and since I tried to KMS again on Christmas they won't leave me by myself.

I hurt myself in front of my nurse today. I just can't deal. I keep seeing flashbacks from that day. I see it vividly ,myself x....and then screaming in hospital.

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I'm really not coping tonight. My nurse is too busy to talk to....I'm getting worse. My head feels funny.

@Bunniekins

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Urgh...nurse calling Dr in me.

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@Bunniekins and everyone


Dr wasn't very helpful. Said I have to eat and get some sugar or I'll just get worse....the thing I can't do. He speaking to my home team about in morning.


For now I'm going to try to sleep.

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@The-red-centaur Hey sweetie just checking in on you and hoping that you are asleep after eating something. Am here if you are awake and want to talk. Love peaxxx

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@Bunniekins I slept pretty well actually. I just crashed. Took me forever to wake up this morning. Still waking up.

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@The-red-centaur that is great. A good sleep is exactly what you needed,:D

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@TAB sorry I'm not replying on Friday feast, I find the thread too triggering for my ED.

I had pizza for dinner. I guess if was my Friday feast.


@Bunniekins I have day leave for Australia day 😁

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Sorry @The-red-centaur I didnt know, but thanks for your reply hope your pizza was nice @MDT

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Nice leave day @The-red-centaur

One day off can make a huge difference

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@The-red-centaur Hey Hun how are you doing this morning? Great to hear re leave on Monday :D. What will you do with yourself:). Been wondering how you have been going the last day or so but hoping everything has been going okish your end. Dont forget how brave and wonderful you are. Love peax

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