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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
It's been that many days... I still wish I was dead.
My feet are never gonna heal. I may be in hospital another few months still and since I tried to KMS again on Christmas they won't leave me by myself.
I hurt myself in front of my nurse today. I just can't deal. I keep seeing flashbacks from that day. I see it vividly ,myself x....and then screaming in hospital.
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur I em totally here for you in your recovery journey 🙂 and you will get through this I know it even though it is looking sooo endless and bleak at times. Just think of the positives your gaming with your friends for example are you doing that again this weekend?
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur will you still be in hospital then? or are they hoping to get you into some form of accomodation by then?
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur Will be thinking of you today and wishing you well. All my fingers and toes and crossed for you that they will have emergency accomodation for you. Just try and keep eating hun even if it is just bananas and sandwiches. That is good.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur I know you are down atm being in a shared room and lack of efficient pain killers is really affecting you badly. Just try and eat something even just a few bites of something.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur nothing to be done about doctors unfortunately ... really happy you ate brocolli even if it made you feel sick is good to try to eat. Try to eat more sandwiches if you can hold them down. Brbxx
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur backx
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