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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
It's been that many days... I still wish I was dead.
My feet are never gonna heal. I may be in hospital another few months still and since I tried to KMS again on Christmas they won't leave me by myself.
I hurt myself in front of my nurse today. I just can't deal. I keep seeing flashbacks from that day. I see it vividly ,myself x....and then screaming in hospital.
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur Hey sweetie you must try and eat something a banana is a good start (probably the best offered re hospital food lol ....). Do you have visitors that can bring you in your favourite food? What do you like to eat when in the mood?xxx
ps: keep at them re pain meds there must be something else they can give you besides opiods that will help.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
@Bunniekins I binged on sandwiches at 1am...that something.....
I'm gonna talk to Drs again tomorrow. Not dealing with pain at all tonight. They cut all my pain meds apart from Paracetamol and prn (even then non-opiod one). I can't deal...
Also I'm really not coping with my room situation. I can never sleep around people with my PTSD. I've had panic attacks half the night and no sleep again. All the noises also getting to me too. I can't cope in here.
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur really happy that you ate the sandwiches :). Yes they have to look at pain medication again .... you should not be in pain full stop and yes again you need a private room. I understand exactly where you are coming from re shared room I would be freaking out as well.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
@Bunniekins I hate how much it hurts. And I can only have prn every 6 hours. I can't have anything til Paracetamol at 8.
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur 😞 I know. Gentle hugs sweetie I hope the doctors start listening to you except of reading off a script that you have to be off opiods yada yada. It is not fair that you are going through this.xx
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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