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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
It's been that many days... I still wish I was dead.
My feet are never gonna heal. I may be in hospital another few months still and since I tried to KMS again on Christmas they won't leave me by myself.
I hurt myself in front of my nurse today. I just can't deal. I keep seeing flashbacks from that day. I see it vividly ,myself x....and then screaming in hospital.
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur have you ever considered doing art and uni?
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur why are they moving you? can you ask them?
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur Hmmm have they moved you yet? I dont like the idea of you being in a shared room. Surely they can put this other patient in another room.
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur it wont be easy I know. xx
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
@Bunniekins today's been another hard day. Recovery seems too far away....if I have a weight deficit again next week they might give me a NG tube. I try so hard to eat. Im trying. I just feel so hopeless.
I got my depo today. I hope it helps to settle the voices a bit. I'm so stressed today. The aliens aren't helping with that. They saying I'll be trapped in a simulation forever because I'm not strong enough to get through it. I don't feel strong today too. It's so hard.
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur Hey sweetie good they gave you depot I hope it helps calm the voices for you. Not much longer now you are on the home straight with your reovery. Just try a bit of that awful hospital food lol (I do hope it tastes good for you). Great pic btw. Love peax
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