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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
It's been that many days... I still wish I was dead.
My feet are never gonna heal. I may be in hospital another few months still and since I tried to KMS again on Christmas they won't leave me by myself.
I hurt myself in front of my nurse today. I just can't deal. I keep seeing flashbacks from that day. I see it vividly ,myself x....and then screaming in hospital.
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Unknown userMember
Hey @The-red-centaur the picture is pretty epic! Well done.
Sounds like @Bunniekins was a really solid peer supporter last night. I hope you're travelling a little better today, and are reaching out to all of the appropriate supports in hospital when these feelings of wanting to hurt yourself are coming up. You can always reach out to the SANE Help Centre too between 10am-10pm weekdays for a qualified 1:1 chat.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
@Former-Member thanks.
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur Hey The-red-centaur stay strong today. I know you can do this. Love peaxxxx remember to tag me so that I can keep up with your posts as I tend to not go over previous posts unless I am tagged.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur you are not bothering anyone. We are all concerned about you and want the best for you. Tag away with me if I dont get back to you straight away I will soonish. Stay strong as I said you have got this I know you can do this.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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Unknown userMember
Hey @The-red-centaur,
I'm sorry to hear today is so tough and that your distress has meant you've hurt yourself. If the SANE Help Centre has been unavailable so far are there other helplines you have found useful?
Your drawings are really amazing I hope we can see some more, it sounds like you're trying really hard to distract yourself, we're here while you keep trying.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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Unknown userMember
Hey @The-red-centaur,
I'm going to check in with you over email, keep an eye on your inbox.
Take care,
Tortoiseshell
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur Love the second pic too. Have you ever drawn protraits of people?
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