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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
It's been that many days... I still wish I was dead.
My feet are never gonna heal. I may be in hospital another few months still and since I tried to KMS again on Christmas they won't leave me by myself.
I hurt myself in front of my nurse today. I just can't deal. I keep seeing flashbacks from that day. I see it vividly ,myself x....and then screaming in hospital.
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur Good Tuesday is not long away. Just stay stong you are on the home run now. Nearly there. I know it is super frustrating. I can only appreciate how much being stuck in bed in hospital for so many months.Just keep thinking of how wonderful it will be when you have a place of your own. Somewhere where you can be independent. You are tough, tougher than you think xx
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur why do they do that? I cannot understand the rational of having you in pain. Makes me angry thinking about it to be honest.
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
What I've been working on tonight... bad photo of it but meh. @Bunniekins
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BunniekinsSenior Contributor
@The-red-centaur Hey The-red-centaur your drawing is great particularly drawn to the eyes and the lined forehead. How are you going this morning?
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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor
@Bunniekins there's the finished pic.
I'm not good. In the middle of night I broke down and hurt myself. I finished the pic to distract myself.
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