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It's been that many days... I still wish I was dead.

My feet are never gonna heal. I may be in hospital another few months still and since I tried to KMS again on Christmas they won't leave me by myself.

I hurt myself in front of my nurse today. I just can't deal. I keep seeing flashbacks from that day. I see it vividly ,myself x....and then screaming in hospital.

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@The-red-centaur hope you are sleeping. Talk later.xxx

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@greebpea in going to look at a house tomorrow.
Housing worker not coming til Monday now

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@Bunniekins had such a busy day today. I'm in a good mood too.
Saw a house this morning and then out my application for it in. Did an application for a support worker with my case manager, saw counselor, saw psych.
In a lot of pain though coz I walked around a lot. I also tried weight bearing without my boots with the physio-scary stuff.

I'm so tired. Dinner is freaking me out coz I'm so stressed atm.

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@The-red-centaur well done on all you have achieved today. You should feel proud of yourself :). Hoping the housing comes through for you and well done with the weight bearing without the boots :D. Take the dinner bit by bit. Dont rush it you can always have sandwiches later you are showing yourself how you can do this. xxx

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@Bunniekins did this one tonight.

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@The-red-centaur I love drawing eyes. Your eyes are mezmerizing;. Love peaxx

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Did this one today....

@Bunniekins not having a good day today 😔 im really stressed about looming discharge and nothing being sorted.

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@The-red-centaur Hey sweetie pic hasnt come up. Can you send it again? Try not to worry they arent going to put you on the street. Try and stay positive even though I know that it is hard to do. Love peaxx

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@Bunniekinssorry I took so long to reply. I've made distracting with art. It's up now

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@The-red-centaur art is good like that. You are very good at it you know. Yous should look into doing more with it once you are compltely well.

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