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It's been that many days... I still wish I was dead.

My feet are never gonna heal. I may be in hospital another few months still and since I tried to KMS again on Christmas they won't leave me by myself.

I hurt myself in front of my nurse today. I just can't deal. I keep seeing flashbacks from that day. I see it vividly ,myself x....and then screaming in hospital.

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@Bunniekins I've had a quiet day. Pain really bad. I hate the stupid Drs.

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@The-red-centaur sorry to hear that the pain has been really bad today. When I your next outing?

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I'm going out in the 8th for a magic tournament. @Bunniekins

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@The-red-centaur Fantastic :D! something really good to look forward to :). Try and stay focussed on the good stuff The-red-centaur even when everything all seems too much to bear.

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@Bunniekins had a multidisciplinary meeting today. It was about discharge and where to from here.
Plan date is in about 2 weeks.
The mental health rehab accommodation I was hoping to move to got denied.
I'm seeing housing worker tomorrow. I also have a friend with a room available I want to take a look at on Friday.

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@The-red-centaur Hey The-red-centaur 'mental health rehab accommodation ' I thought you would have been a perfect candigate...... what were their reasons? I hope your friends room is perfect for you at least for the time being. How are you feeling in yourself? Are you going ok?

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@greenoea they want me physically stable and able to look after myself first. It's complicated, they didn't really explain it very well.


I'm not good this morning. I just got news from my mum that's she's coming to Aus in 3 weeks. I'm so scared. ..

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@The-red-centaur Oh sweety if you do not want to see your mum your dont have to particularly while in hospital just tell the staff. I know it will be hard but you must look after your own health first. If other people dont like it or understand well that is too bad.It is their problem not yours. I know their is an unpleasant history between you and your mum so please be careful.xx

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@The-red-centaur am going for walk now. Please think about what I have said and look after yourself. You are very important and cared alot by many people on this forum and in rl. Talk later, peaxx

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@Bunniekins she's coming back in 3 weeks time. I'll probably be out of hospital then. I have time to prepare myself I guess.
I just spoke to 1800respect to calm down. I haven't slept yet, gonna try to rest up now.
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