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It's been that many days... I still wish I was dead.

My feet are never gonna heal. I may be in hospital another few months still and since I tried to KMS again on Christmas they won't leave me by myself.

I hurt myself in front of my nurse today. I just can't deal. I keep seeing flashbacks from that day. I see it vividly ,myself x....and then screaming in hospital.

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@Bunniekins I'm going to enter the Glover prize next year. That's my goal rn.

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@The-red-centaur Hey The-red-centaur that is a wonderful goal. I wish you well with it.:) Whatever happens do not give up. Try, try.try again until you succeed 😄

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I tried to suicide last night.....back to 1:1 nurse and shit. <br>Don't think I'll be getting leave on Saturday now.

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I can't cope anymore. I want it so bad. I want them to leave me alone long enough so I can do it.

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Hi @The-red-centaur

I am so sorry to read that you you are not coping this evening and have had a very rough couple of days. I will contact you off the forums to check in and offer you some support. We all hope that you find some hope and that you can ask for help when you need it,

take care,

Whitehawk

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@Former-Member thanks

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@Former-Member it into let me reply to the email.

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@Bunniekins I haven't been too quiet I just didn't tag you. I'm sorry.



I got off 1:1 this afternoon. I still have leave Saturday if I can stay safe.

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@The-red-centaur no need to apologise hoping things have been going okish for you. Really hope you get to go on your outing on Saturday (is it your magic gaming?) Just remember to walk the walk hun.

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@Bunniekins I tried to suicide Monday and was one on one nurse from then til this arvo. I've not been great.
But today has been better, I got to go to the kitchen with OT and do some cooking. I also had a really good visit from a friend this afternoon before dinner.
Saturday is a magic comp.

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