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Inpatient with an eating disorder

The-red-centaurSenior Contributor

Inpatient with an eating disorder

I'm so scared. They're making me eat and I can't deal with it.

Let me explain...

I've been in hospital the last 6 weeks on a medical ward due to the physical injuries of a suicide attempt and I'm going to be in here we'll into the new year. The thing is I struggle with an eating disorder. They've become aware of it (despite the fact I'm not underweight) and have been heavily monitoring and controling my intake.

I feel so out of control.

I broke down at dinner and just couldn't do it. I can't eat anymore. I just can't.

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor

Re: Inpatient with an eating disorder

https://youtu.be/3KGHQ0HX2Sg

You've been hiding this pain for so long
Wake up, get off the ground
There is a purpose in all the madness but you gotta fight to find out
Cause we were born to be great
Don't just throw it away

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor

Re: Inpatient with an eating disorder

https://youtu.be/s-HpHadZGLk

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor

Re: Inpatient with an eating disorder

https://youtu.be/9mSf_i1U0TI

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor

Re: Inpatient with an eating disorder

I'm Soo terrified about today.

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor

Re: Inpatient with an eating disorder

91 days and I still wish I was dead.

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outlanderSenior Contributor

Re: Inpatient with an eating disorder

hope today is ok @The-red-centaur sending my best wishes to you

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor

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@outlander it was so hard. I can't deal with tonight. I wanna die rn.

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor

Re: Inpatient with an eating disorder

I can't do this anymore.



Recovery can get fcked

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outlanderSenior Contributor

Re: Inpatient with an eating disorder

Sounds really really tough for you atm @The-red-centaur is there nything you can do to distract yourself from these thoughts or someone you can talk to?

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor

Re: Inpatient with an eating disorder

@outlander I'm trying to listen to music. But I'm just self harming instead. Ksm looks so attractive...
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