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Inpatient with an eating disorder

The-red-centaurSenior Contributor07 Nov 2019, 8:26 pm AEDT

Inpatient with an eating disorder

I'm so scared. They're making me eat and I can't deal with it.

Let me explain...

I've been in hospital the last 6 weeks on a medical ward due to the physical injuries of a suicide attempt and I'm going to be in here we'll into the new year. The thing is I struggle with an eating disorder. They've become aware of it (despite the fact I'm not underweight) and have been heavily monitoring and controling my intake.

I feel so out of control.

I broke down at dinner and just couldn't do it. I can't eat anymore. I just can't.

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outlanderSenior Contributor25 Dec 2019, 11:11 pm AEDT

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Im concerned about you @The-red-centaur can you speak to someone abiut how your feeling your thought and your sh?

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor26 Dec 2019, 8:54 pm AEDT

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I nearly died last night.....the nurse revived me. I guess I should be grateful I'm still here .
Thank you sane.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor26 Dec 2019, 9:05 pm AEDT

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Omg @The-red-centaur I'm glad the nurse revived you.
you must be in a Very bad place last night.
how are you now? Are you safe?

thinking of you xxx

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outlanderSenior Contributor26 Dec 2019, 10:21 pm AEDT

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hope your getting the help and support you need @The-red-centaur

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor28 Dec 2019, 8:34 pm AEDT

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I got transferred out if rehab today because I'm too much if a risk...
Im so stressed about a few things I'm not allowed to talk about and I can't deal with so much in my life.

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BlueBaySenior Contributor29 Dec 2019, 7:46 am AEDT

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Pls take care @The-red-centaur

Xxoo

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor31 Dec 2019, 2:25 pm AEDT

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I maintained weight this week. Treating team is happy but I'm so triggered rn.

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor01 Jan 2020, 5:35 pm AEDT

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I want to give up. I fn hate I have a special or I would hurt myself. I really can't do this. I don't know how to talk to staff.

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The-red-centaurSenior Contributor06 Jan 2020, 10:18 am AEDT

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@Bunniekins I had the pins removed from my foot on Friday. Waiting on reassessment in a couple of weeks to determine if I can go back to rehab.

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BunniekinsSenior Contributor06 Jan 2020, 12:14 pm AEDT

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@The-red-centaur Have been thinking of you my friend and wondering how it has been going for you. Stay strong The-red-centaur you are amongst friends here. Love peaxxx

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