Sleeping too much

sometimes the best thing to do is hide lol

Gosh 'silence' can be loud. I've done nothing wrong.

Hope ya all ok - wacky time of year.

I had two visitors today, one is till here sleeping on my couch (above). A couple of stray dogs. One a usual visitor that howls at my front door till I let him in - he follows my dog around for couple hours then howls to be let back out, so weird, don't know where he lives. Last visit was on my birthday which was nice since no humans came... and weeks before that. The other little visitor, still here, is a newby, a timid little maltese x i found her dodging traffic out front. She hid behind the couch for the first six hours (poor thing), then ate and drank and sat on my lap and layed beside me, with my dog, when i needed another cry. So sweet. Yep, she's the visitor sleeping on my couch tonight. Timid gentle little thing needing love. God has a way of reaching me, His miracles are in the timing.

Got a dvd going today (old one broke months back), found it at the local Op Tues for only $10 (no guarantee on electricals) actually foind all the right leads and it didn't blow up (phew), bit of a win there. Watched a movie I hadn't seen yet and - all good.

Sorted my weekly pills into dispencer - went to Dr and chemist yesterday (gosh, yesterday seems like a week ago). And grabbed my dogs flea treatment from the Vet (he's much more settled tonight now).

Did myself a bit of cooking today - made a coconut buttercake, whipped up some fresh cream - my once a day yum treat for the week, kinda self caring thing. Today i added fruit, yummo.

Well, been a bit shellshot here from a crap birthday week (by myself again) but stopped crying today mostly. Some big triggers tapping into abandonment / rejection (was even told by someone in forumland to ' p off ' as I 'bring 'nothing but grief' - some kinda misplaced anger no doubt - but pushed all the MH buttons in my head at a particularly vulnerable time I guess. Interesting I haven't gone to SH. Still here for a reason. Yep, very very tired, hiding away

Not tagging so you dont feel obligated to respond.

Thanks for all your 'likes' though, i get them in a 'daily digest' notification at the end of each day, appreciate it. The dogs and the birds keep me 'safe' company otherwise. And the geko and garden critters - all have a way of connecting with my form and energy, lifting my feet off the ground. Have you ever been looked at by a mother redback before having to squish her? Hmm 😞

Still here for the now, thinking of leaving soon, we will see xox

Enjoy your break @Former-Member

@Former-Member The Candle pics are beautiful and calming.

And stray dog stories good.

Ta @Appleblossom and @Faith-and-hope,

Hope we all have a good day today, even the ugly.

Really hope I get more done around the house. This is when I know I'm becoming unwell - when its all become 'unworkable' and I can't organise my thinking to even notice 'till its 'all2much' - let alone sorting through it. Hate it really, makes sleep.

But laying here enjoying the warmth of doggies snuggled beside me, the fresh breeze blowing in my window, the magpies melodic chatter, even doves can be heard this morning, and the distant call of the kurrawong. This is my world.

Time for a cuppa. Good Morning!

Hello @Former-Member @Appleblossom @Faith-and-Hope @Former-Member @Missinformation @TAB

Tawney

sounds like those dogs know that you have a beautiful heart .. you have created an animal rescue shelter.

appleblossom

lovely to see you ..you were missed

faith.. painting is beautiful for the soul and keep enjoying that river

hello Bella & Missinformation

Tab where are you? Hope that you are feeling ok. Last time we spoke you were thinking of a day trip. How was that? or have you decided to stay there? I know that you were in pain and struggling with the depression.. at times like that we isolate ourselves, covers over our head and shut the world out.

just a quick hello is all we need so that we all know that you are safe.

Love to have a cupps with you @Tawney and @Faith-and-Hope